December 7, 2006

This was not a typical dream for me.  I thought I was awake but being in the middle of the night I wasn't sure if it was a dream or something real. 

A Japanese lady was talking to me.  She came to me while I was sleeping and woke me.  I felt as if I was awake, with my eyes open, able to see my bedroom, but able to see this woman in my mind's eye.  Part of me was trying to tell myself that it must be a dream, not real, but part of me knew I should listen to her and that I needed to help her.  I immediately wondered to myself if this was a retrieval of some sort.  I realized that she was speaking to me through thought-energy, which transcended our language barrier. 

In a hurry, the Japanese woman began telling me of her young daughter who had died.  I believe the girl was a teenager.  The mother was of course deeply saddened by her death, but she was also concerned for everyone in the world who would be talking about this death, and how the grief would move through people in mass groups, affecting people on a global level. 

At first I had trouble understanding what she meant by the grief affecting mass groups throughout the world, and then in my mind's eye she showed me how this concept would travel the world in a wave effect, bouncing from one group to another until everyone was aware of it. 

I was a little taken aback by all this information, but I began to realize that the woman and I were both unsure what all this meant.  She was, in fact, only relating to me the information that had been given to her.  And the reason she was coming to me was because I would be able to explain to her what it meant. 

Not sure how I was meant to do this (seeing how I was just as confused as she was) I tried to put it into simpler terms using what knowledge I had about death and the afterlife.  I explained to her that when any death is talked about it is a good thing.  It brings awareness to people, and the more that people talk together the more the mass consciousness is raised in this regard.  If what she was describing is true, then eventually there will be the dynamic of conscious emotional awareness of the afterlife being identified on a large scale by many minds. 

I felt from this exchange that her daughter's death was symbolic for the catalyst of this global raising of mass consciousness.  I realized that the world would be seeing more of this kind of coming together, where individual and global knowledge would work hand-in-hand in bridging humanity on various levels. 

After it was over I still wasn't sure if I was dreaming or really laying there awake, although it certainly did seem like I was awake.  Any thoughts on what this means? 

hi Vicky, good one. appears to me this is a part, a woman, of your disc, possibly another time zone, and that she was praying when this meeting connected to you. she must have lost her daughter. you answered her because you and she are one, even though this is the first time to come in contact. (this happened to me too)

she did need your assistance and theres a lot of info there and its all true, wisdom. even though you felt confusion and so did she, still you can't deny the importance of connecting this way and your need to post here, the impact it made on you. I know if I lost one of my kids to transition I'd be broken enough to search out, if I did not have a knowing of prayer and the power there, I would wail in my soul..as a soul connected to you, you had a willingness to help her by listening to her, understanding as well as you could and repeated back to her some of the same things she said to you, which it looks like she and you are mirror reflections of one another. it felt very good to read that this happens for others, like I said, I met a disc member too out there and he straightened me out very well so I could feel good about myself. we are loved, all of us, we just don't know that sometimes. in a way, its like a retreival of yourself.

Hi Vicky!

Another aspect might be that she was restraining to share her grief, because she was afraid that she would make people sad with her own grief- a behaviour pattern I know too well. But on the other hand she needed to tell. So you might be one of the very few who she felt she could tell. She somehow felt you could stand that what she told, while others, she was afraid, might just be overwhelmed by the emotion. I think she just has little contact to others, but to you she felt close, so she forgot some of her worries and could tell you what bothered her.

This snowball effect, or chain reaction, I have been shown too frequently in my meditations. Mostly it's like seed which is spread. Yesterday for example I had a short impression that a little occurance, like a situation you can cheer up someone (there are these magic moments when it is like a spark is radiating from my eyes to someone, a millisecond or so), could have many effects so that in the sum something really big results.

Spooky

Alysia, your guides also have to tell you from time to time that nothing's perfect over here...hmm, or I'm wrong, cause they're gonna change that!

Hi guys,

I see some kind words about me...shucks.   

I have a lot to learn about how connected we can be and in how many different ways.  This stuff never gets boring does it.  New things keep popping up all the time.