chilipepperflea
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Hey everyone!
Well i had a really vivid dream last night about spirits and just wanted to share it with you all.
It started off with me, my dad and my sister (round my dad's at the moment,) and we went for quite a long walk. I'm not sure where we were when we began to walk but we just walked through feilds and muddy paths, and through trees, all out in the countryside. We walked for quite a while but I know we were getting close to our destination because we always go through this tunnel in the ground which is well lit with all sorts of different colour patterns everywhere which made it look nice. There were also vines? hanging down in this tunnel which we had to sort of push our way through. When we got out of the tunnel there was a short muddy track covered by trees to go down and then a small bridge to cross and then we entered a town of some sort.
In the town i only see a corner of one street because we enter a building there, which is a pub. Inside the pub it is friendly but very few people there. Two of the people in the corner were my grandparents just sitting there drinking (from my dad's side). Next to my grandparents table is a doorway leading upstairs to the loft. The stairs go up a couple then level off and turn left going straight up against the wall with an open top into the loft. I knew there was a ghost up here and had the feeling we had to see it. My dad tells my sister to go with my grandparents i think, she is too young to join us. I go first up the stairs, it is all dark and I'm starting to feel nervous.
Just a quick note, so far in my life here I think i have seen a couple of ghosts maybe, but only as glimpses and then they were gone. One was in a car park i remember saying about before and the other was a couple of weeks ago. I am not scared of seeing ghosts, they are just spirits who maybe need help or are here for another reason, but because of a load of movies and books whenever i think about seeing a ghost and its dark and I'm alone it gets a little creepy lol! (I think this could be what my dream is about, relieving this fear.)
Anyway back to the dream, i walked up the stairs to the bit where it had leveled off and looked up. I can see the railing/bannister and the roof of the building. Keeping my eyes fixed for the ghost i carried on very slowly. At this point i could still see the light entering from the doorway i came through at the bottom of my vision but i was now alone, my dad was there in the doorway but it was like time had frozen and he was slowly going out of view and now it was just me and the ghost! I wasn't feeling scared at this point, just more curious with a slight sense of being nervous. And then I saw the top of someones head! I kept looking and a second later this old woman peers over the railings looking down at me smiling! I felt no fear at all and felt calm, i even shouted out "I can't believe i'm looking at a ghost!" She looked so real that i couldn't tell the difference between her and a real person (in the dream). She had blonde curly-ish hair which was cut short, and not grown downwards if that makes sense and was also wearing a red cardigan. I can't remember what we talked about but we talked for a couple of minutes. She appeared in different places every noun and again and then appeared beside me. The next thing i know the scene was going black and I woke up straight away! I can't remember what she said though.
Another thing about the dream is I went through that tunnel a couple of times, i can't remember why though i just know that when we enter it were getting close to whatever it is we/I have to do. I think this dream was maybe about releiving that fear of seeing a ghost prehaps? what do you guys think? I remember thinking what would happen if i got scared right now and then saw myself pushing past my dad and other people? to get out of the stairway. Actually while typing this I think i just found the answer! I think Bruce has wrote about this.
Basically I believe now this was to get rid of a fear i had desired to get rid off. I remember going through the tunnel a few times because I had done so before just moments earlier! My lesson was to not be afraid of seeing a ghost/spirit. I think i may have done the same walk and same going up the stairs a couple of times before in the same night but the other times i got scared? and pushed my way out of the stairs just like I had "seen" when i was thinking what would i do if i was scared. This meant that i had to keep re-playing the scene untill i learnt to overcome the fear and continue up and when i finally saw her, the ghost and then i learnt there was nothing to fear!!
Is this all sounding right? It seems to make sense to me but does that mean now when its dark and i'm alone and i think about seeing a ghost it wont creep me out a bit anymore? Is this preperation for sometime soon when I might see a spirit? The only thing i ask is to have a warning so i can be prepared for it! (lol as i just typed the last bit i relised this could be my warning, better watch out!)
Thanks for reading and would love to hear your views on this, was the dream about the fear or something else? am i going to see a spirit soon?
Cheers
Ryan
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