Hi Marcela, I can feel your enthusiasm and I can relate.
have had many dreams similar where I realize I am dreaming...there are times when I am in waking consciousness and ask the same question "am I dreaming now?" it is, I believe a world wide shift occurring..many will think you are cracked
just follow your enthusiasm and I know it's hard to have a partner who you can't share your journey with as he is resistant, but that is the reason we have partners who resist your sharing yourself, your dreams, as they are slowly observing you and growing into their own awareness that it's true, C1 is not the be all and end all, that's for certain! or rather, maybe I should say a blanket statement change is absolute. so count on it. it does preclude boredom, these times we live in. glad to share my journey with you and vice versa. eagerly looking forward to hearing what you might have to say about Voyages Into The Unknown. frankly, I couldn't put it down.
maybe we could discuss the book in the book forum next time you want to, although I found you here in dreams and I think I could find your vibration whereever you decide to post!
feel free in other words, I just love discussing points in the books with you and all and was hoping to get some regular traffic over there someday.
about your guide: there is a friend of mine and a friend of this board and Bruce who wrote a book called "Eternal Life How To Enjoy it." he spends a great deal of his sleeping life surfing the area to assist others in his higher self which I believe he is merged with. his name is Gordon Phinn, and he has also acted as guide for myself and many others, both here in C1 and also in the astral areas of the sleep state. don't know if this is your Gordon but felt compelled to make a comment about Gordon. please put it on your list of reading material and tell me what u think! but of course I would want u to read all of Bruce's first if I had my way as they are like sequential story lines.
looking forward to your next post..love, alysia