was in the shower I use as a meditation chamber and thought I haven't done any retrievals lately as I'm so busy. so set my intention and looked for a visual, saw one and pushed it away to see if it would come back. it did so I went with it.
a farm boy sits on top of a tall building getting ready to make a leap off into death.
it was a little unbelievable to me but I went with it and decided I'd deal with the doubts later. I learned this technique from Bruce's books. I surrounded the boy with a mother love and sat down next to him trying not to look down as I don't like heights.
he was loudly sobbing so I plunged in with my agenda. we had a conversation:
me: what in the world are u doing up here sitting?
Boy: mom and dad are fighting! they're breaking up! dad won't get me the car I wanted but he promised! he says I don't work hard enough in the fields! my whole world is falling apart!
Me: how old are you?
Boy: 16 (I place my arms around him so that he feels safer.
Me: If u live on a farm how did u get here and where are we?
Boy: this is Oklahoma City. I stole my dad's pickup. I knew about this tall building and I'm going to jump!
Me: what is your name dear?
Boy: Johnny Pepperidge. (I go into a doubt phase this is real for a minute, but continue with the retrieval.)
Me: Johnny, what if you already jumped and you're dead and reliving this moment?
Boy: thats impossible! I'm going to do it though!
Me: (I change my tactic) Johnny, its going to be all right. I want u to turn around and look at who is here. Johnny looks over his shoulder and his mom and dad are standing there with light around them and they are no longer fighting but joined to look for their son and happy they find him.
Boy: Mom! Dad! you found me!
the parents: Where have you been? We've been looking high and low for you ever since you disappeared! don't u know we love you and you're all that matters to us now? the boy and the parents do a group hug and walk away together. it seems to me the parents passed on also but I didn't know for sure. I asked them if I could trail along behind to see where they went but the parents said they wanted privacy right now as a family but they thanked me profusely for getting the boys attention and bringing them all together again. I said I understood and wished them well.
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there was a Cathy to retrieve next. Cathy Boone. I am not going to look up death certificates for these names as I'm not pursuing verification these days.
too time consuming and need dates to do that and can get names spelled wrong due to interpretor. I'm a lazy retriever also. Cathy's body was stuffed into a bowling alley place where one alley was blocked off. went into this is unbelievable phase again but decided to go with this one too what unfolded. I pulled her out and set her on her feet and started asking a few questions.
Cathy: looking around dazed and out of it as might be expected.
Me: hi hon. taking a little nap?
Cathy: oh, ah, where am I? I don't have my wits about me...
Me: you have a uniform on, do you do cocktails here?
Cathy: oh yes! I was bringing a cocktail to the boss...(grows confused)
I get the whole story what happened. she was young and had a boyfriend. efficient and cute and the manager took a liking or a lusting for her but she didn't see it coming his mean streak. he asked her to sit down for coffee with him once and she did and he made a play for her and from then on she avoided him. he thought he had authority over her because he was proud he was the manager. one day he called to the lounge to have Cathy bring him a cocktail to the back of the bowling alley. he hit her on the head and thats the last thing she remembered. he stuffed her in the hidden crawl space and there she remained until the body was discovered.
Next I told her we were going to her parents house as they missed her badly.
I saw her father's face in front of his refrigerator as he opened it. I traced the lines on his handsome sad face. he was very old now. Cathy tried to talk to him, she was all excited and overjoyed to see him. he couldnt hear her and so I said I'd help her get through. the old man sits at the table a bowl of food he stares into, he whispers sadly "Cathy..my dear lovely Cathy...I've lost you." Dad! I'm Here! I tell Cathy to shout it with energy. Dad! I'm alive! I notice he's listening. Cathy, he says this again. child, are you there? the wife and mother of Cathy walks in the kitchen, the man says to her I believe Cathy was just here! the wife feels this is true also. a guide appears then, a lady guide for Cathy to take her to focus 27. I'd really like to stay here Cathy says. the guide speaks that visits will be ok but its time to move on with her life now that her parents feel she's ok. just for a second I see 3 spirits embrace warmly before Cathy goes with her guide.
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