It's all just delusions that I get with the disassociative drug that made me say that the aliens control us.

   I am sorry for having said that. On the lighter side, I feel that aliens are trying to help us along the way towards universal harmony. I would like to have the experience of meeting them someday.

Love,
Ralph

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    Good morning Caryn. And good morning to everyone else, as I have something important to say. Right now I feel like God has given me a second chance to make amends. I nearly died last night, but through the grace of God I am still alive.

   I was so overcome with sadness that I overdosed on DXM (cough medicine) and layed in bed patiently waiting for the end to arrive. I went through a complete dying process, where all of my body functions were turning off one at a time. I started experiencing spiritual music and entities at times during different phases of the process. I figured that my life insurance would gaurantee that my wife could keep the house and the rest of my family would carry on without me, for I am what society finds as a freak of nature, and thought that it would be best for everyone if I were to Disappear.

   I know that everyone is thinking how self centered I had become and you are right. I do have alot to offer everyone on this side and just have to keep trying until my life situation will improve. Fortunately for me, God is forgiving and gave me another chance, since I am here now alive and writing this to tell you that I was very wrong in thinking that everyone would be better off without me.

   I promise to never dabble with DXM and cough syrup ever again. I will continue pursueing the other side the proper way like everyone else does; by honest meditation and exploring. I want to apologize to everyone; both on this message board and my friends and family to fly right and keep straight. Life is too precious to sacrifice, no matter what the circumstances.

Love,
Ralph

Hello caryn.

   Thank you for your support during my stupidity. I love you and everyone else on this message board very much and from now on I will be doing the right thing.

   I found out today that I have an appointment to see someone for a job interview at Kmart tomorrow afternoon. It seems that opportunity does knock at the right moment afterall. I hope I get a job and can start my life on the right track again.

Love,
Ralph

Hi Ralph and Spooky

Hope you well and ready for what comes our way today.  Thats great Ralph - i'll be holding fingers and thumbs for you at your interview - remember that you are loved and cared about and nothing is impossible.

Well, here its a long weekend, monday a holiday, think im going to sit under a tree and take in this beautiful world of ours.

Hope you have a great weekend and as we relect upon light and love so it will come to us.

PUL
Caryn

Hi Ralph, how are you .. hope you had a good weekend?

How did the job interview go?

PUL
Caryn

Hi Ralph

It is good to hear from you.  I didn't realise that you went through what you just have 

That is quite rough on your psyche and your spirit must be feeling like some calm rest and a strong pillar to lean on after that.  May you find this calmness in the simple things in life; nature, the sunset, the sunrise, the wind and the rain, a loving exchange between friends, a nice meal and a good book.  Take each moment as it comes and live for the moment, theres so much connection to life in one moment, one second is fill of life.

Money is one of the biggest cause's of stress and I can understand this.  It is good to view money as a means to an end only.  Positive thinking in each moment will attract and supply what you need.  You need a home to stay in; it is not you need money for your home to stay in .. the money is the means to the end of needing a home to stay in.  Therefore you are not looking for money but you are looking to stay in your home.

Keeping this train of thought will help take away the power of money and translate it into what you want and need in life.  Remember money is just the means to get want you want or need.  So instead of concentrating on I need money, I need a job.  Try concentrating on I want a nice home and I want a fullfilling occupation that will fill my days with fun, happiness and even challenge.

Money will supply the outcome of what you want and need.  Every moment think postively of what you want and see it coming to you.  See yourself in those surroundings what you want.

Now you have put your wish out there start looking for the signs that are coming to you in order to realise your wish.  Be alert to every opportunity that crosses your path, look at everything that enters your life carefully.  Your Angels have heard you and have set the ball rolling it is now up to you to recognise the things that come into your life from this point on is for a reason.  To help you get what you want, the things that come into your life are unique for you only - this is your natural attraction to your higher spirit.  And it all starts with being clear and positive with what you want and believing it will happen. 

You are a Scorpio Ralph and Scorpio is a warrior that emerges triumphant from the battles that come to us in life.  You a person who deserves way better than the struggles of life, don't let them conquer you, rise above them with positive thinking and believing higher help and higher love does exist - it just waiting for you to ask and recognise it coming to you.  Keep your life simple with these thoughts.

Your in my thoughts Ralph and any time you want to talk, here we are.
May you be comforted and loved every moment of your day and night.

PUL
Caryn

Hi Ralph 

I am sure there is much you can share with us as well.  I promise you my life is no bed of roses either 

The thing is we are all in it together and we help to carry one another when one stumbles and the other is strong to carry until the strong one also stumbles and the other one becomes strong to carry.

My love
Caryn