betson
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Greetings , This retrieval is the first I've had where I got to go with the helpers to place the retrievee at a focus level. I'm trusting them more and more to let us learn this at our own pace. And always something new. It's also in my series 'if I can do it, anyone can.'
I spent more time on my preparation because I'd only done one far from home before. (I assumed I'd be going to India or Iraq.) So I prayed and set my intent that the situation be do-able for my experience and that we be protected. I lifted out the top of my head and nothing felt like it got caught or tangled. Someone said 'you can go up or down...' Before I asked if I could go sideways the sense of motion stopped.
My last R. experience had very bright colors and focus, so I was surprised when 3 huddled unmoving figures emerged from a tan mist as we 3 approached. They were tan too, dark haired, and could have been from anywhere--2 adults huddled with a baby wrapped in a simple small blanket. Someone said 'Sarni' or 'Sorry.' "Are they all dead?' I asked. 'Just the infant. You can take her now.' So I stepped forward and held out my arms, saying "it's time to send her on to a better place.' Not very subtle , no dialogue, they looked like they were very tired, maybe in shock. They handed me the bundle and it felt so light I didn't think any baby was here but it was. I started to say more to the parents about the better place was like a park, but we lifted off before I could hand the baby over to any guide. As we left they seemed alone---?
With a helper at either side there was a sense of motion for quite awhile, longer than I'm used to anyway. The light was not very bright but strong enough to see soft colors. We landed facing a row of what looked like sunporches,(no houses attached) each with different roofs and each with a different center door, windows to either side. A nurse came out of one and took the little bundle from me. I stepped back thinking the soul wrapped there might expand now to its ideal form, which I assumed was about 30--35 y o., but someone said, 'no, she just wants to be a baby for awhile. She wants to be taken care of'. I started to turn around to see if a park behind us had a playground, but then what do newborn infants need with playgrounds? I was startled then to wake from a dream about a friend getting me a job to teach summer school, an anxiety dream I get each summer. I thought the whole thing might have been a dream but checked the clock and saw I'd been gone/under/out for over an hour. I think it was a retrieval because i was at several points thinking one thing would happen and simultaneously another thing did. However if you think not, please let me know. thanks, bets
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