Hi Bets,

No spirit is ever wounded beyond repair. And it's never too late for our physical bodies.  Since you said you've spent a lot of years being angry, you still have this anger in you unless you have released it. I have had to go through many, many self retrievals to rid myself of the anger/rage that I've carried with me. Maybe you should work on retrieving lost aspects of yourself.

Love, Mairlyn

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Hi Bets...

  My experience is that sometimes when someone first really starts to immerse themselves in the very fast frequency dimensions, it can somewhat 'drain' the body forces...cause there is a resonant dissonance of sorts between bodily energies, soul, and spirit energies...

  Sometimes the body's energies get 'used up' a bit in the process...  This doesn't mean you aren't intune enough, or were too angry for too long...

  Just means that your body forces need to accomidate a bit more to the dimensions beyond C1...and the more you practice, the less it will drain...

  Or to relate it too other stuff....

Ever read any of Monroe's stuff?  Well during the explorer years when Rosiland McKnight was working with Bob, sometimes during the sessions, if their cars were parked close to the CHEC rooms, the car battery's would drain so much that they couldn't start their cars....

  There was kind of a 'borrowing' of the more physical energies going on, to facilate nonphysical 'translations'....  Though they are 'different' in nature (frequency and polarity), there is an interweaving and interaction...

  Or consider Edgar Cayce:  His Source told him that giving anymore than 2 readings a day would be detrimental to his physical forces--too straining on the body, and that he should limit them.

  He eventually died from ignoring this advice cause it was full blown world war II and he couldn't refuse the many requests constantly coming to him.

And i definitely agree with Spooky's advice, affirmations and self hypnosis might help you a lot, also diet and exercise changes might help the body get up to 'par' so to speak...

  Many people it seems...ignore the 'body' part in all this...  I did too big time in a 'past' life, and payed for it dearly...

  Now i am trying to bring it all into balance--body, mind, and spirit.

  It's easy to ignore the body forces when becoming really interested in nonphysical awarenesses and dimensions, psychic perceptions, etc..   

  You kind of 'lose track' of the body, and i think in a sense this can be a very positive thing....cause focus on the body..especially strong attachment to its various animalistic appetites, seems to block out awareness of less physical dimensions...

  But at the same time...the body needs to be in some tune with the mind and spirit forces for full awakening to occur...

  Even Yeshua practiced some physical discipline initially, and learned Yogic and cleansing techniques in India...  Actually kind of sums up my belief system... Christian Yogi...

  Eventually Yesh got to the balance,  and attunement where he often acted like he didn't even have a body, and after the Transfiguration on the Mount, he transcended the bodily forces, or brought them up near the energy of pure Light, and completed the process with the Resurrection.

  Before the Transfiguration, when healing so many, and oft times instantaneously, sometimes he would get tired and drained himself, cause a certain amount of his energy went into these healings...mostly he was 'directing' Universal energy, but even directing, and finding the right balance between positive force and negative charge, can drain the body forces somewhat...

  Anyways, don't be so hard on youself, and the 'past' is the past...  It doesn't matter what you felt years ago, it only matters how you are in the present...

To be sure the body often seems to have a 'memory' of sorts, because of its density, and slow frequency make up...it doesn't shift as easily as does the mind, emotions, and feelings...

But, the more the mind and feelings are positive, eventually the body starts to reflect this inner process...

The body is a slow motion reflector of the inner state, sort of...

  But, its also a 'physical' process too...  i.e. dietary, and exercise measures, cleansing and detoxifying, acid--alkaline balance, etc. 

  Bob Monroe and Rosiland McKnight were once gently chastised about needing more discipline in their diets and lifestyles if they were to be serious in their work with the guides that were helping them...

  In other words, till you transcend the body forces, they play a role, however relative....

Peace,
Justin (with 25% 'Ra' inputing )