Hello INTERNET friends, it is my hope to share with you some of my life experiences and struggles to find reason, truth, meaning and purpose for our existence. I have had deep and profound experiences that could be called mysterious or mystical. I have life long insatiably researched into every religious thought both esoteric and conventional.

I like to believe that I am an original thinker and would also like to communicate and receive philosophical, metaphysical, esoteric, astrophysics, astronomical truths.


I created a site for us to dialogue and debate, if interest is shown. I do not make money out of my experiences, I would even go as far as stating that asking for money through my essays and writings is wrong even immoral.

I am also knowledgeable is the sciences, such as astronomy, physics, and mechanical engineering in heavy industry.

I have read thousands of books on every topic one could think of. My real love, was/is Science fiction of which I have read since I was a boy of seven or eight.

My reading and writings now , however, revolve around both fiction and science fact


I am much into the near death phenomenon and out of body experiences of which I have both and I am more than willing to share.


Before my retirement as an Industrial Engineer/Business I held many different work titles


During my long career at the South African Electricity Supply Commission ESKOM,, such as  Industrial/Mechanical Engineer/ Business& System Analyst/IT Manager/Project Planner/Maintenance Planning Officer/Senior Information Officer and much more.


I was involved in introducing and lecturing on the computerized critical path method for turbine and power station boilers on huge up to 2 000 megawatt power stations here in South Africa, where I live

I also worked as a young man on the gold mines in South Africa

Contact details =
mcdougall.alan@yahoo.com

Alan