I recently lost my daughter on december 19th,2010. I have been going thru stages of grieiving and now it seems I have cried myslef out...but also feel numb. My son has had some experiences since she passed and I almost feel jealous because I have had none.....
I am not sure what happens after death and read many books on it in past when parents died but losing a child is the worse thing that could happen.....what am I to expect next? if anyting I would like some insight into this topic?

I am sorry you lost your daughter.  I can't imagine your grief right now.  So your son's experiences are of your daughter visiting him?  What kind of experiences?  I understand your jealous feelings.  If I were you I'd be thankful, though, that your son is having visits from her because she's probably trying the best she can to just get through and maybe so far this has been the easiest way.  They say that we can block these things out of our perception due to our grief.  I imagine that in time you'll also be able to receive her communication with you, because it is my belief that she's actually communicating with you already but you're not yet able to perceive it. 

Try to remember your dreams too because that's another easy way for our loved ones to visit us. 

Have you read any of Bruce's books?  Take a look at the articles he shares on this site.  You can find them on the navigation menu bar at the top of the page.  He outlines how you can imagine communicating with someone deceased and shows you how easy it is to actually ease over into real contact. 

I hope you find comfort here.  There are a lot of great people here who can help you in their own ways, either just giving comfort or sharing their own experiences and beliefs. 

Love,
Vicky

My son's experience is rather hard to describe. It was like a colorful wind or energy and it came at his front door and moved from right to left. He actually dropped a gallon of milk because of this! He said that you could actually see this energy and it did not have a form but rather you could best describe it as an energy wind . My daughter never got to see his baby and she I am sure was finally able to do so!
She left behind a 12 year daughter. I promised her that I would make sure of her happiness although at this time I am still in shock or so they say. I wil ltry and read all that is here to gain any knwledge that I can and thank you vicky for answering me. The hardest thing in life is death unless we can understand what really happens afterlife!

Sorry to read about your pain.  I second Vicky's recommendations about Bruce's work and info.