I walked down the road of forever and sat down on the throne of infinity. I am the light being and my everlasting purpose is to banish the dark one.

Aware of infinite potential in vast unplowed fields of nothing, I strode with great beams of Radiant Light toward the infinite horizon of eternity, sowing seeds of existence, before the timeless moment of creation


On the panorama of bleak blackness,” I AM” “The Absolute”, sowing universal energy. Reality was my aim and the beauty of my achievement, was the “Illuminating” the darkness with beams of dazzling light so radiant and translucent iridescent my glory was the first event of reason. I formulated everything in the first thought of my Mind and knew the first numbers and called them “Zero” and “One”,

I am the boundless Mind, Original Self-Awareness the cause of everything, relative to nothing I am “This” I am “That” I “Was” and I “Am” and I always will “Be” I am “Eternal Awareness” I am “Every Where” I know “Everything” I am “Everywhen” I am the “Ever Existing One


There is no cause to my existence I simply “was”, “were” and “AM” always forever, no beginning and no end, existing forever in the glory of my light... Having no Cause I therefore am the Effect and Affect and shape on everything.

Back before anything was conceived , I was “infinite pure “mind” and “thought” these was no dark only light within my infinite domain , so I moved upon the great void of dark and said “let there be” light’

With the simplicities and realities of the fundamentals of’ “one, and ‘zero”, “I made everything”. I am the Prime Mover and there was no proponent to my “First Cause”. I am the “Immovable Rock” and the” Alpha point”. I took these first numbers and weaved them into the fabric of the reality, creating all the limitless universes on the infinite timeless foam of nothing, which now makes all up existence. Indeed, I am the Almighty One. If you are, wise.

I am the creator of the totality of all existence known by many names and titles but you should just all refer to me by the title that can never be confused by anyone. Call me The “Almighty One”.

I am mystery and all mystery is mine to reveal when I open the book of minds

I AM the Ceaseless Creator of all things

I AM LIFE

By Alan McDougall

I thought he was some old dude in white robes , white long hair and beard. I wonder if he drinks beer and plays poker? Sincerely. Carl

Hi Alan,
I'm confused by your writings here. Your conception of God as stated here and elsewhere on this forum speaks of someone eternally fighting the dark one, getting everyone and everything to tremble in fear, and generally having a whale of a time in fights, struggles and veiled threats against anyone who does not bow down, believe and worship your conception of God.
Surely there's a paradox here? If your 'God' created everything that is, then he also created the dark side? If that postulation is true, then didn't God mess up royally in creating a state of constant war between the light and dark sides?
Does this mean that your conception of God is somewhat less than perfect if he (to use a term) messed up so spectacularly?

I've come across a rather interesting book here (usual disclaimer):
http://www.conspiracyplanet.com/review.cfm?rtype=27

Here the author describes the God of most major religions as a demi-urge (half or worker God in Kabbalistic terminology) who is an absentee landlord, a judgemental paranoid old git who threatens, judges, punishes and claims that his is the only way and we'd better shape up, fal in line or suffer the consequences.
To me (unless I've drastically misunderstood your writings) your conception of God that you write so fully about in your postings here seems to echo the Gnostic ideas of a false god that's hamstrung the human race's spiritual progress and realisation for many milenia.
And as I've pointed out before, Bob Monroe came across such a false god in his travels; the kind of 'fall down before me or be destroyed' being -a sort of celestial version of both Hitler and Stalin, if you get the analogy?

Best wishes,
David.

Deepak Chopra wrote quite an interesting book called 'How to know God'. Drawing on both Eastern and Western traditions the basic premise of the book is that our perception of God changes as we grow through a number ( 7 I think from memory) of stages; from a 'blood and thunder' God to something much more sublime. Of course we can never know something 'as it is' as it always comes through the filters of our perception....

ote author=48495844495E45484B492C0 link=1275979874/2#2 date=1276162757]Hi Alan,
I'm confused by your writings here. Your conception of God as stated here and elsewhere on this forum speaks of someone eternally fighting the dark one, getting everyone and everything to tremble in fear, and generally having a whale of a time in fights, struggles and veiled threats against anyone who does not bow down, believe and worship your conception of God.
Surely there's a paradox here? If your 'God' created everything that is, then he also created the dark side? If that postulation is true, then didn't God mess up royally in creating a state of constant war between the light and dark sides?
Does this mean that your conception of God is somewhat less than perfect if he (to use a term) messed up so spectacularly?

I've come across a rather interesting book here (usual disclaimer):
http://www.conspiracyplanet.com/review.cfm?rtype=27

Here the author describes the God of most major religions as a demi-urge (half or worker God in Kabbalistic terminology) who is an absentee landlord, a judgemental paranoid old git who threatens, judges, punishes and claims that his is the only way and we'd better shape up, fal in line or suffer the consequences.
To me (unless I've drastically misunderstood your writings) your conception of God that you write so fully about in your postings here seems to echo the Gnostic ideas of a false god that's hamstrung the human race's spiritual progress and realisation for many milenia.
And as I've pointed out before, Bob Monroe came across such a false god in his travels; the kind of 'fall down before me or be destroyed' being -a sort of celestial version of both HitlDavid.[/quote]
er and Stalin, if you get the analogy?

Best wishes,[quote][/quote]

Hi David everything in creation exists around a duality, During my near death experiences I indeed came across evil entity, which did not diminish the awesome mightiness of God the only infinite one. These entities are given a free will just like we humans are given during out earthly life.

Thus there IS love and hate, death and life, darkness and light, good and evil, day and night etc etc

I have experienced hells that make the Christian hell look like a kiddies Sunday picnic and I have experienced heavens so unimaginably wonderful that they are simply to beautiful to describe in any earthly language

Remember we are all accountably for what we do or not do during this mortal life god has given us, This can be backed up by reading the life review of most Near death experiences

You see in the afterlife it is very much Birds of a feather flock together, god puts no one in hell they simply go where they belong, in other word they are judged by themselves and end up exactly where they should be

Remember also most people are good, kind and loving, so heaven is full and hells is empty (Here I am in conflict with Christian doctrine which believe that 99.99% of people end up in hell and only the puny few of the entire human race) end up in heaven

We all go to the mystical places where we belong and if the portrait of your life is full of love you will in the absolute go to be as one with the Lord God Almighty when you finally die

There is a king of demons just as there is a king of angels Arch Angel Michael

Love

Alan

detheridge wrote on Jun 10^th, 2010 at 5:39am:

Hi Alan, I'm confused by your writings here. Your conception of God as stated here and elsewhere on this forum speaks of someone eternally fighting the dark one, getting everyone and everything to tremble in fear, and generally having a whale of a time in fights, struggles and veiled threats against anyone who does not bow down, believe and worship your conception of God. Surely there's a paradox here? If your 'God' created everything that is, then he also created the dark side? If that postulation is true, then didn't God mess up royally in creating a state of constant war between the light and dark sides? Does this mean that your conception of God is somewhat less than perfect if he (to use a term) messed up so spectacularly? I've come across a rather interesting book here (usual disclaimer): http://www.conspiracyplanet.com/review.cfm?rtype=27 Here the author describes the God of most major religions as a demi-urge (half or worker God in Kabbalistic terminology) who is an absentee landlord, a judgemental paranoid old git who threatens, judges, punishes and claims that his is the only way and we'd better shape up, fal in line or suffer the consequences. To me (unless I've drastically misunderstood your writings) your conception of God that you write so fully about in your postings here seems to echo the Gnostic ideas of a false god that's hamstrung the human race's spiritual progress and realisation for many milenia. And as I've pointed out before, Bob Monroe came across such a false god in his travels; the kind of 'fall down before me or be destroyed' being -a sort of celestial version of both Hitler and Stalin, if you get the analogy? Best wishes, David.

Hi David & Alan. I agree David. Alan. I remember when you got refuted and challenged on the PRL{Project Radiant Light Forum}. You continually post your NDE experience on other forums plus other posts just to gain some sort of personal attention and emotional acceptance. When you don't, you leave that group or forum. I personally believe it is just fantasy in your highly educated and imaginative mind. You yourself have admitted that you are a manic depressive(Bio-Polar) under medication. Here, in this message board, you'll will find in this forum, those who will just write and treat you in a condescending manner. They are nearly always  Americans, complete with their "I love you" written posts, which is usually as false as their painted smiles behind their monitor screens. You are from South Africa! You should know this! They patronize you! Rise above this! You don't need to seek attention, especially as you say you are an older person. Use your old worldly wisdom. Apologies to all. Sincerely. Carl.         

carl wrote on Jun 11^th, 2010 at 12:08am:

detheridge wrote on Jun 10th, 2010 at 5:39am: Hi Alan, I'm confused by your writings here. Your conception of God as stated here and elsewhere on this forum speaks of someone eternally fighting the dark one, getting everyone and everything to tremble in fear, and generally having a whale of a time in fights, struggles and veiled threats against anyone who does not bow down, believe and worship your conception of God. Surely there's a paradox here? If your 'God' created everything that is, then he also created the dark side? If that postulation is true, then didn't God mess up royally in creating a state of constant war between the light and dark sides? Does this mean that your conception of God is somewhat less than perfect if he (to use a term) messed up so spectacularly? I've come across a rather interesting book here (usual disclaimer): http://www.conspiracyplanet.com/review.cfm?rtype=27 Here the author describes the God of most major religions as a demi-urge (half or worker God in Kabbalistic terminology) who is an absentee landlord, a judgmental paranoid old git who threatens, judges, punishes and claims that his is the only way and we'd better shape up, fal in line or suffer the consequences. To me (unless I've drastically misunderstood your writings) your conception of God that you write so fully about in your postings here seems to echo the Gnostic ideas of a false god that's hamstrung the human race's spiritual progress and realisation for many milenia. And as I've pointed out before, Bob Monroe came across such a false god in his travels; the kind of 'fall down before me or be destroyed' being -a sort of celestial version of both Hitler and Stalin, if you get the analogy? Best wishes, David. Hi David & Alan. I agree David. Alan. I remember when you got refuted and challenged on the PRL{Project Radiant Light Forum}. You continually post your NDE experience on other forums plus other posts just to gain some sort of personal attention and emotional acceptance. When you don't, you leave that group or forum. I personally believe it is just fantasy in your highly educated and imaginative mind. You yourself have admitted that you are a manic depressive(Bio-Polar) under medication. Here, in this message board, you'll will find in this forum, those who will just write and treat you in a condescending manner. They are nearly always  Americans, complete with their "I love you" written posts, which is usually as false as their painted smiles behind their monitor screens. You are from South Africa! You should know this! They patronize you! Rise above this! You don't need to seek attention, especially as you say you are an older person. Use your old worldly wisdom. Apologies to all. Sincerely. Carl.

Carl I do not belong to this forum to trade insults with you. Unlike you I have proved myself here in many ways. I actually belong to two other forums and have one of my own if you read my signature below this post

I will post where I like and please stop going to other forums using my name so you can mock me.

I am active on these forums thus I sometimes leave one, so I can address a thread in another forum

LET THE FORUM MEMBERS JUDGE ME AND IF THEY ALL THINK LIKE YOU I WILL PRESS A BUTTON AND LEAVE

Remember I said that was "god of my perception" , I did not state the god was exactly what I presumed him to be.

The purpose of this thread is to discuss the god of their perception and see how we agree or differ, not to bandy insults about

Alan

Hi Alan,

Each of us can only speak as an individual, as does Carl. I've never seen the attitudes toward you that he says have happened.

Love, Bets

carl wrote on Jun 11^th, 2010 at 12:08am:

[Hi David & Alan. I agree David. Alan. I remember when you got refuted and challenged on the PRL{Project Radiant Light Forum}. You continually post your NDE experience on other forums plus other posts just to gain some sort of personal attention and emotional acceptance. When you don't, you leave that group or forum. I personally believe it is just fantasy in your highly educated and imaginative mind. You yourself have admitted that you are a manic depressive(Bio-Polar) under medication. Here, in this message board, you'll will find in this forum, those who will just write and treat you in a condescending manner. They are nearly always  Americans, complete with their "I love you" written posts, which is usually as false as their painted smiles behind their monitor screens. You are from South Africa! You should know this! They patronize you! Rise above this! You don't need to seek attention, especially as you say you are an older person. Use your old worldly wisdom. Apologies to all. Sincerely. Carl.

Carl, was it your intent to alienate a continent and cast aspersions of insincerety over all those who live there?  That is a broad brush of judgment you are wielding.  And while I have seen no condescention nor patronization toward Alan, even if it existed is that somehow worse than your accusations and suppositions of his needs and motivations?  I'll accept Alan's comments and observations in the vein in which he presents them...I cannot know his motivations, I am simply glad to benefit by them. 

usetawuz wrote on Jun 11^th, 2010 at 8:42pm:

carl wrote on Jun 11th, 2010 at 12:08am: [Hi David & Alan. I agree David. Alan. I remember when you got refuted and challenged on the PRL{Project Radiant Light Forum}. You continually post your NDE experience on other forums plus other posts just to gain some sort of personal attention and emotional acceptance. When you don't, you leave that group or forum. I personally believe it is just fantasy in your highly educated and imaginative mind. You yourself have admitted that you are a manic depressive(Bio-Polar) under medication. Here, in this message board, you'll will find in this forum, those who will just write and treat you in a condescending manner. They are nearly always  Americans, complete with their "I love you" written posts, which is usually as false as their painted smiles behind their monitor screens. You are from South Africa! You should know this! They patronize you! Rise above this! You don't need to seek attention, especially as you say you are an older person. Use your old worldly wisdom. Apologies to all. Sincerely. Carl.          Carl, was it your intent to alienate a continent and cast aspersions of insincerety over all those who live there?  That is a broad brush of judgment you are wielding.  And while I have seen no condescention nor patronization toward Alan, even if it existed is that somehow worse than your accusations and suppositions of his needs and motivations?  I'll accept Alan's comments and observations in the vein in which he presents them...I cannot know his motivations, I am simply glad to benefit by them.

Thanks so much for your encouraging comments, if Carl does not like my posts in this forum he is in my opinion the wrong forum because we all deal with the mystical and unknown. Take Bruce Moen as an example his books and seminars go much deeper into the realms of the afterlife and the mystical unknown than mine.

Anyway Carl the title of the thread is :"This is the God of my perception" "remember my perception" not the perception of the human race or the perception of any religion or the perception of this forum. I could be a 100% wrong and I am one who would move easily from my position if a logical different version of god is proposed by someone

Of course I knew what I wrote was not fact set in stone, so lighten up and enjoy the debates instead of throwing spanners in the works

Blessings and light

Alan  :)