7/26/08
the 3 of us are touring a large mansion numerous stairways and rooms. Shell goes into the forbidden room at the very top of the stairs. she is mesmerized by 2 guardian ghosts who guard the bones of a 3rd female, and the skull, Shell informs me has been cracked open, a big hole there. the other bones are all in pieces within a box.
the forces that guard seem sinister and I don’t like the way Shell seems paralyzed by these forces; Into the darkened hallway I reach my arm to Shell and tell her to grab my hand, I will pull her back out of there. She needs help. I stretch my hand out and it takes several tries before Shell breaks from the trance to grab it and I pull her in. Dana stands behind me imploring Shell to take my hand and make the effort.
Later I visit the upstairs room, where the remains that have been disturbed are still there, even if everything has been put back in place in the secret room. I appear to be doing an exorcism, or retrieval.
I sit down over papers and notes to study the situation. The forces of sinister means come upon me again as they had done Shell and I feel the vibrations that they wish me to leave. I do leave but I am rebuking them loudly as I go, that this must be put to rest.
for a minute I change into a man, like a preacher who calls upon the forces of heaven to lay aside this malestrom of evil.
later, within a dream within a dream, I see an 8 yr old child sliding down the many bannisters with another child, a habitual thing. She wears a long dress, and this is not modern day. The child appears injured on the staircase, but does not die right away. She crawls into her mother’s bed, in the night. the mother hugs the child, not realizing the injury until morning, and the child dies there. the mystery surrounding the death was carried a long time within the history of the mansion.
Murder was rumored because of the uncertain circumstances of the death. The mother put a curse on any who attempted to come near the secret room where her child was laid to rest. the wall would slide open with a button, but the room was concealed. The mansion itself is open for tours. The forces sinister, were the result of the mother’s curse, due to her great anger and pain at holding a lifeless child in her arms during the night.
The mother had been able to recreate 2 ghostly guardians which kept most from entering the room.
The exorcisor person had to return once more to clear the mansion of bad energy. The bones would receive a proper consecration and burial. the large hole in the cranium suggest maliciousness, but nobody knows for sure. Only that the sweet little girl who disobeyed orders to stay off the stairwells is no longer living and has been retrieved from the secret stairway, into the light.
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I think this dream retrieval indicates the power of the mind to surround with intense emotional energy a force field, which is actually mindless, but very creative how we can do this, and indicates a sort of voo doo that natives would perform against enemies. the force field took two forms, of the guardian, and all they did was issue out bad vibes in the air. to anyone not trained in retrieval techniques this would be mesmerizing and can cause a queasy stomach.
to differentiate a force field from an actual intelligent nonphysical being, lies in the entity being able to answer a direct question. this was a force field created, as it was not able to respond to a question, but was like something automatic, with a job to perform.