I suppose it's like a dream. to get a message. Just a sentence. sometimes a few lyrics from a song.
Some of us get this but forget right away.

I'm not forgetting! lol! Woke up this morning, and usually my mind become quite active with questions. With the questions I try to provide my own answers. Pretty soon I get so sick of my head yakking, I jump up to make coffee, just to get away from me own head! makes me laff at myself.

So I was laying there trying to sleep in, and my head wouldn't let me. Finally I told my head to shut up. As I was laying there in irony at my own mind chatter, and inability to lie quietly absorbing the wonder of yet another day of being alive, what I suppose was a wandering guide/consciousness worker (CW) floated by and inserted into my field of HELP! My head is running off with me again, (field of energy thought)

yes, HE said, male polarity there, with tonal quality as well, a unique being for certain sent me this message THE LOOKER FROM THE CRAP.

of which I had to laff, because I had just begun to recognize that my thinking leads me to naught.

and remember that saying "by thought you cannot add a cubic inch onto yourselves."

ah, most likely quite true and also funny, but heartening to recognize the truth. A gentle messenger, also he had a sense of humor I could detect. a friend of mine whose name I know not here in C1.

Now, you may or may not get a kick out of me. but here it is nonetheless. I leapt up from my comfortable bed and shouted in consternation THE LOOKER FROM THE CRAP!

in my head I grinned at the message bearer, he had succeeded in rousting me from my comfort.
I hoped the neighbors had not heard me, then I didn't care if they did. the shout woke me fully.

Later, I think about this board. I think about us. the silly things we often say to one another, I am guilty of that. the message I reminded myself of that I learned some time back and yet still find myself doing upon occassion and I came up with what seemed profound, but is not profound because it's so natural a human error to do. It's this: "We have to stop seeing each other the way we see our own self."

thats because we all buzz quite differently in our interpretations of life, and of who we are. yippee when we have something in common to share. otherwise, what u see is what you get.

another marvelous thought which I refuse to think anymore on for the moment, I will throw this out, as there is a rote on it (ball of thought) someone here might like to find the rote. a little game.

If you think of your identity as the body
Are you "in there?"
If the body is YOU
Why cannot we see with our physical eye
Inside this thing called a physical body?

I carry all these organs around inside me, and I call this me yet I never
get to view this that is me.
I am intrigued that everything functions without my help.
but I know I am not emotionally attached to this body, or am I?
(lol, mind crap)

Who has given my body the capacity to close a wound?
If I am the body, why can't I see what is inside my body
with my retina?

ah..I offer a temporary solution to this mystery. set an intention, and
go wandering around inside that thing..see what u can see.

love, alysia