Hi again Laffing Rain -

We met here back in September when you kindly checked in on my recently deceased three-year-old daughter, Elan. You made a connection and it was an enormous comfort to me. Since then I've tried, according to the instruction link you offered, but my success has been, well, lacking. It's been a difficult couple of months and I think I'm just too overwhelmed by the grief itself, as well as the several grief counselling groups and courses we've been taking.

Would you please try Elan again, and try to find out where she is and how things are? Maybe she's not in the children's centre any longer, and I wonder if she misses us. I wonder if any family members who went before her have connected with her. My heart aches; anything you could share would be very much appreciated. We still don't know why she became so sick, so quickly.

Thanks,
Candace

Candace wrote on Apr 8^th, 2008 at 3:54am:

Hi again Laffing Rain - We met here back in September when you kindly checked in on my recently deceased three-year-old daughter, Elan. You made a connection and it was an enormous comfort to me. Since then I've tried, according to the instruction link you offered, but my success has been, well, lacking. It's been a difficult couple of months and I think I'm just too overwhelmed by the grief itself, as well as the several grief counselling groups and courses we've been taking. Would you please try Elan again, and try to find out where she is and how things are? Maybe she's not in the children's centre any longer, and I wonder if she misses us. I wonder if any family members who went before her have connected with her. My heart aches; anything you could share would be very much appreciated. We still don't know why she became so sick, so quickly. Thanks, Candace

Sorry I'm late Candace. I see you posted 4 days ago. A lot of water has gone under the bridge since Sept. and I am only vaguely recalling Elan.

I would like to make a proposal, since I have done this retrieval already, that you allow me to make a new post thread, or we can use this one, to ask Ginny, and all the others here who do retrievals to help on this one, so we can get a more clear picture why she took sudden illness.
Meanwhile continue to see her being well taken care of. as I recall I saw family members, from your family tree swoop in and collect her and she continues to grow at a faster clip then she would physically, as time is so different within that dimension, but children do grow up, just faster.

so let me know, I think we would be happy to assist if we can. She does receive your love, of that I am certain. There is more love on the other side.

LaffingRain

Thank you so much, and I appreciate the opportunity to post these notes as a separate thread. Thank you so much. I am so grateful to you and the others.

To refresh, Elan was three years old when she got a fever for a few days, which we though was related to teething. One afternoon she awoke from her nap with tremors, which became seizures, and her heart stopped that day at around 6 pm July 25th. We believe her spirit left her body then. She was on life support until 6 pm July 27, when her body died. I can offer more detail if anyone would like, just let me know.

Again, thanks so much for your support.
Candace

hello Candace. as I was reading your post a thought came to mind. I don't know if it's correct, but I'll give it forth and you probably already thought of it. The thought came as "heart infection" and a moment later came in as a heart anomaly, or murmer, and that she never meant to stay very long here.

what I was hoping from some other participants here to find out the spiritual reasons for sudden exit for you. perhaps someone will still yet join us here.  :) just having clues about the physical reasons for death, I don't think will satisfy your need to know what happened and why.
I don't think you will rest until you do know. and you WILL know.  :)

I may pursue this more, but will give what I got yesterday as well. I found myself directing something, I was standing in a street, like a crossing guard, or I was viewing a guide doing this.
thousands of children came, all small in size, a wonderful stampede of wee ones were crossing this street eagerly, I marveled that they were all of the same size, I'd say, off hand, they were all 3 years old size. Elan was in there somewhere, with them although I did not pick her out.

There was excitement in the air I recall, it appeared to be some kind of round up, like a school yard situation..there was so many, I couldn't see the end of the surge. I really don't know if she's getting ready to come back into Earth..I only know she's caught up in something grand, and purposeful and definetely NOT alone! lol.  :)

Hi Alysia. You're again so generous with your time and energy; thank you for that. This board is the most comforting place I've found anywhere, and I appreciate it and the folks here.

I agree, it's the spiritual rationale surrounding Elan's death which is most important for me to understand. I do hope something turns up. I was interested in the notion of Elan returning to Earth - how does that take place? Is there a type of reassignment, a general time frame between a death and that spirit's new life? How will I find her again?

Your thoughts on a large herd of three-year-olds made me grin. I can only imagine the sight, and what fun for the kids! You know, I just wish I could talk to her for a little while, have a cuddle. But it would be impossible to let go. I need to work on my PUL!

I hope someone can get a look at my baby girl. Thanks to all -
Candace

Candace, you just gave me a clue how to assist you to see Elan. You said "I have to work on the PUL." then you said I want to cuddle her.

do you see the connection between a cuddle and PUL?  :) This is your desire. believe it or not desire is a creative force and often will produce an OBe, or a phasing, or an experience such as a lucid dream.

sometimes a lucid dream is the best way to make contact with a loved one, due to guides, helpers, messengers, can circumvent the doubts of the C1 waking area and pop in easily, produce the info, or an image or speak to you, or bring u to Elan, or something about her to you.

I suggest you sit daily cuddling your child, imagining that and "how it would feel." remember those plump little arms of a 3 yr child? remember their soft hair? Remember how easy it was to lift her up?
just get detailed with you imagination and this could very well produce a genuine experience for you to renew those motherly pangs you are feeling in the heart. I know you miss her. You can get your heart relieved this way, and whatever love you feel for her is stored up for her to receive also. no love is wasted when u feel it.

please let us know if my suggestion works in the slightest way. we can always try different things if it doesn't. love, alysia :-*

Alysia,

Gonna PM you right away. The wireless card in my laptop went kapooee so I couldn't get on the internet.

Gin