I am new here and have read many of the post and find it very intresting . I have since I was a child had a ability to know when a love one was going to pass away . I have a very strong mother instinct if you call it that I just know when my children need me I have 4 I know others have this and it is scarry for me to know this . I always knew I would bury one of my children and on dec 6 of 07 My oldest daughter 25 died . I knew this my parents had been with me all night the night before and told me they were taking one of my children (they have been gone for several years now ). I have been told it was suicided, but she never ever threaten this she had two little boys 1 and 3 and was happily married he was out of the country when she died. It was a gun shot to the head at 6am I am having a hard time with this and was woundering if anyone could help me as I think it was murder and do not know where to turn .Her father-in -law was with her at the time and is a ex cop and now private eye for the goverment .Can anyone help me do a retrieval I would do anythin gto know what truly happen to my daughter and to know she is ok .

Pract,

I will help if I can dear, tell me the exact location of this awful event and I will attempt me best to put your head at rest

love

Alan McDougall

Brandie is her name she was born 11-2-82 she died 12-6-07 in phenix city alabama. Oh thank you so much I am about to go crazy if he had nothing to do with it then I do not want him to have to go thru anymore greif as he said he saw her take her last breath . I just need to know if I need to pursue this any further it is being investigated by the police there but it is a small town and they are not that good . He has cut us off or should I say his son has my daughters husband. When I started asking ? about a week and a half after her death I guess I was in shock and did not ask nothing hardly in the time of the funeral. Now that I am asking he is angry  I did dress her and she had so many bruuises and scrapes on her body . we are waiting the autopsey report which they told us could be a year. I fdo not know what you need but I will give you any thing that I can .

Dearest one,

Please read what I say even if it I not what you want to hear. She was beaten and murdered by someone "well known to you all" and I know you know this but have been in denial about this.

She was welcomed into the light and love and healing of God almighty who has washed away all her tears and really wants you to know she now dwells in a place of such glory and happiness that can not be expressed in any earthly language. She has a new beautiful ethrial body that will never again no death, pain or sorrow.

The person who sent her prematurely into the afterlife is to suffer the chastisement and desolation that only God can dish out. He’s now in eternal trouble and facing damnation.

Taking up again with the police is, however, your choice.

Please continue to talk to me and I with Gods help will try to bring over to you that she is truly happy now, free from abuse.

The loss of a beloved child is the ultimate sorrow pain and separation, worse than death of self. God feels deep in his being your unspeakable, loss pain and longing to hold her again "AND YOU WILL ONE BEAUTIFUL MORNING".  God will help you if you let him and trust him in this awful time of trial and distress.

She can not come to you but one day you will go to her running in meadows of green green grass and flowers in that unimaginable beautiful place we call heaven

Please continue to talk to me and I with Gods help will try to bring over to you that she is truly happy now, free from abuse.

Brandie waves and smiles to you just like she did and says, "Mommy dear I am at peace and ok now in the arms of the Lord"

In deepest love and concern

Alan McDougall

I thought as much that he had done it as this was so out of charter of my daughter so full of life and loved her children. Her father did committe suicided in 1998 and she had a horrible time accepting that. And could not understand why he chose to leave us .Thank you so much and anythin gyou can tell me is very much appreciated as I am holding on by a thread and feel like I am losing my grip. I do trust in the lord and he is how I am surviving thru my faith that all will be ok . Even though I will never be ok again with out my daughter can she tell me somethin gto let me know she is with family I do not know how this works if I ask anything wrong please tell me as i am desperate to know everything that is going on with her . God bless you for helping me .

Pract dear,
I will not stop helping you just keep reading the forum. I will try to get more information about our lovely daughter.

The terrible hurt in your soul must be our main aim and we must try to get healing for your unspeakable loss pain and separation I t is true you will never recover completely from this awful trauma and will miss her until you go and meet her in heaven.

However, our dear Lord expects you to continue with your life until you meet her again in heaven.

I n a vision last night I saw two children, one on a tricycle and another an older boy  in the background of a rather ramshackle house?

Love

alan

Her sons had two diffrent fathers . they have not seen each other since that day .so they are not with each other. I do know where my youngest grandson is 22 months he has an uncle who is 12 but they have a very nice home so I do not know . I will never get to see my youngest grandson because the father is mad about me asking ? her 3 year old I will get to see and i do talk to him from time to time he has a wounderful father no other children around him we live hours apart and i have seen him once since my daughter died .They were both there when this what ever happen . My 3 year old grandson he will be 4 in june has ask one time where mommy is and his daddy told him the angels took her to heaven and he has not ask for her since . He has not ask for his little brother whom he was very protective over and loved very much . I find this so strange because my daughter was a stay at home mom and he would ask where she was if she left the room and he noticed she was gone. We think he saw what happen and is traumatized. I have had a few things happen since she died that made me think she is with me or protecting me trying to tell me something I need to know . I guess I just need to know if she knew she was gona die they told me she did not die instantly . and what was up with the paper towel that is a big mystery to all of us .Again thank you so much and God bless you for your help.Would it help if You saw a picture of her.

Yes dear,

It will help if you send a picture and my email address is mcdougall.alan@yahoo.com and we can continue this communication off forum f you like.

The old house could be symbolic such as a place of turmoil; or it can mean something about the roamings of the perpetrator. I ALSO SO A YOUNG GIRL IN THIS VISION

We must persist until the whole mystery is resolved

Love

alan

I have added you to both my yahoo mail and messanger. again thank you so much.My family has suffered a lot of loss especially young people. I know the lord is got his reasons

Greetings Dear Praticq46,

I am so sorry for your loss and troubles, Praticq46. You are strong to go out to find the answers for your heart and mind.
You are helping many people here, as well as getting help for yourself ! By sharing your situation, others who have suffered loss will see that it is possible to get help, and to use help to move on with living.
You have have the prayers and best wishes of many who come here.  May your troubles soon be resolved!

Love, Bets

Prat,

I have a gift for visualization and have difficulty with auditory contacts if you know what I mean. I can’t hear the voices of the departed, but this might still come as I am learning very fast with the help of the lovely forum members, especially dear Bets,

I tried to visualize where your daughter was and clearly saw her sitting next to a largish senior woman wearing a blue dress. I felt this woman was her passed over granny. They were sitting as if in life at a table spread with delicious food and it seemed to be a banquet something like thanksgiving or Christmas.

Then the words of that lovely psalm came psalm 23 ye tho I walk through the valley of the shadow of death. Then the voice stopped and said. Note she walked through the shadow of death, not through the place of death itself she never died... Then the words came I will prepare a table before you in the presence of your enemies and you will dwell in the house of the lord forever. Thus the thanksgiving banquet with granny in heaven. Therefore, she is with family over there my dear; rejoice if you can at this thought.

I hope this makes some sense to you dear.

alan

Thank you so much . Brandie loved to eat and never gained a lbs. I know in my mind she is ok but my heart is just so broken till I can hardly stand it . I do think this is helping me some what . I was scarded she might be stuck not knowing what to do.

Pract,

Perhaps you are torn with wanting to believe what you got from me and doubt that this is possible.

So take this approach, listen to the message and not the messenger, and reject what is not true and if still in doubt go down on your knees and ask God to reveal the truth to you in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Then perhaps you have already done this and God has lead you to me?

I am only a fallible human trying my best to help


God bless

alan

I know what you say is true and I have gone to my knees and ask God to lead me to where i need to be as I will go anywhere he leads me . I have dealt with lots of death in my immediate family some very young who just died no reason given . But this one has pushed me over the edge of what I know or thought I knew to be sanity. I am holding on by a thread and it is very thin , But you did give me some happiness last night . sorry I could not meet with you this morning but I work and am single so it is just me to make the money to live . I went back to work the monday after the funeral.Again thank you you really help a grieving mother

Especially for you pat,


 What Comes After Life Based On My Own nde;s
Dec 4th, 2007, 4:05pm    THE NEXT DIMENSIONS OF LIFE (Life After Death) By strangeme

4/`12/2007

One early morning while all was still dark I awoke in that state between sleep and wake and the boundaries between my physical self and everything physical around me began to dissolve. Quietness like a soft warm comforting peaceful blanket descended on my sleeping body and mind. I could hear in the background the sweet song of birds softly singing birds and somehow knew their wonderful beautiful voices were in absolute harmony and somehow were reflected the electrons darting in the mind of the Infinite One. Outside leaves rustled in the autumn night and although still indoors on my bed, I could somehow feel the breeze against my skin and the wonderful scent of grass and flowers that permeated the earth.

I then arose above the earth to where the blue became black and looked with wonder of the glory of the infinite night. Suddenly everything vanished and I was no longer aware of where I was until a warm golden light encompassed me about and I knew I was in that eternal place outside time or space. Indeed, I now dwelt in the everlasting infinite moment. Marvelous extraordinary insights flashed into my mind and I was able with a new godlike understanding to comprehend. all the mysteries of existence. It was clear to me then that the universe was mostly good and that evil will never prevail against the light. Beautifully interconnected in one glorious harmony of all things seem to be. I seemed to be an intense intelligent point of light.

I could see an eternal fire within the spirit of my being and was filled by it with a sustained sense of exultation, immense joy, peace, rapture and sublime bliss An intellectual illumination beyond any description overflowed my mind and. I knew then that all humanity was immortal and possessed eternal life and the ultimate plan of the universe was for the good of all that dwelt within its brilliant unimaginable beautiful wonderful and vast golden glorious boarders. The concept of time vanished and I seem to exist in an everlasting moment. The physical universe was indeed a most precious jewel in the mind of God.

The greatest  emotion there was the feeling of unconditional all encompassing eternal love by our creator and all the joyful beings in this everlasting blinding pure domain of light and life All life was of prime importance and the souls of animals were loved by the creator God  We sang there all together in perfect harmony the creation song of Gods existence and eternal mystery.  

This timeless reality was so very much more real than the three-dimensional reality we experience on earth. In this state, my mind was clear and I could feel an incredible energy and power coursing through me in this new wonderful indescribable time place. There seem to be nothing but a sense of knowing, being and loving. A strange thing was that in this dimension one could alternate between the subjective and objective anytime at will .Oh! How my soul did delight then and how reluctant I was to return to the bleak mundane existence of my earthly life. Reflecting back on my early life I wondered how many moments or days of subjoin on earth in my mortal body had being truly happy.
 
I was now experiencing a continual sustained happiness beyond description together with unimaginable joy, peace and glory.

During my sojourn in this other realm, I went amongst the stars, saw their mighty glory and glorious multi-colored planets, and observed great beings than were countless million kilometers high, which sailed on radiant light in the dark space that makes up most of the universe. I asked the infinite one if there was life in the universe and knew it was awash with life. Wave after wave of revelation swept through my whole being and the wonder and joy of it all was almost too much for me stand or comprehend. It was revealed to me then that our prime purpose for existing was to ever progress upwards through many dimensions towards the light of the ultimate absolute reality (which is God) while always retaining our blessed uniqueness. In the end we will all merge with all things, restore harmony to creative existence. We would then still be ourselves but also have access to the infinite knowledge power and presence of the creator God as we finally withdraw once again into ourselves,

Some of the future events coming to planet earth were revealed and shown to me. Humanity would have to migrate from planet earth into the universe, as the earth’s resources were finite. No nuclear holocaust would obliterate earth and the greatest threat was the population explosion. In addition, the future was not set in stone and the divisions taken by a person or a nation could alter the outcome of the future.

The future only needs one good person to make a colossal difference towards the ultimate good of humanity. The reverse is unfortunately also the case and this might be the explanation for the enigma for the existence of evil. Although our heritage is very important to us all it is much more important to leave a positive legacy. The loss of moral absolutes was sadness to the divine and the restoration of these was of paramount important if humankind was to escape extinction. All persons should not only believe but also know that all will ultimately have to account to the divine for what they have done while on their journey of life, as mere mortal beings while on planet earth. In the end, however, good will prevail in the universe and evil banished into outer darkness forever. The mystery of evil was an inscrutable mystery beyond the understanding of any person. All things process in cycles of spiritual metamorphosis towards the light.

I also enquired as to  whether we similar experienced pleasures exist in the spiritual realm as we do with our mortal bodies while on earth such as, good food, mortal love touch, taste, smell, sight, sex, would this all be lost when we took on ethereal or spiritual bodies.. What about our friends, family, lovers, soul mates? Travel, homes etc, etc, etc what about boundaries of conduct was anything forbidden if sin was abolished? As there would no longer be evil or sin in heaven, everything would be permissible and we would be able to experience ecstasy, bliss and sublime joy as we mingle and merge completely with any one we wish. Everything there is much much more intense, sustained and beautiful complete and wonderful than anything we could remotely liken to on the earthly plane. It is indeed very very exiting! Totally beyond the imagination of any mortal There a total mystical union with the divine will become the norm and unions between spirits Perhaps the greatest intense ecstasy known to humanity was sex and something like this continues in the next life, but is much more glorious, intense euphoria, sublime and sustained for as long a moment as the parties desired. We would be free to please each other and ourselves by totally giving of our souls, spirits and minds in a merging of such unimaginable pleasure that our present minds and bodies could not comprehend. However the union with the Divine is something so wonderful, unimaginable beautiful, sublimely, blessed, happy, glorious that no words yet formed in any earthly language could come remotely near describing this eternal bliss.

A process of continual learning takes place and an instant access and pooling of all knowledge by telepathy between all the minds in the universe is possible. In addition, it is possible to communicate in this manner with the simple innocent minds of our passed over beloved pets and all creatures big and small. We would have instant access to all our beloved ones, throughout creation, no matter how far they are from us, by this exiting means. Wonderful is it not? Therefore, there is no such thing as separation, loneliness, tears, sorrow, and sickness and finally there is victory over death itself. Would all humanity no matter how depraved and evil in life on death go to this wonderful dimension life? No, absolutely not!  We would be constantly bombarded by evil thoughts (as the means of communication was telepathy) and heaven would become a most unheavenly place. So it is logical and obviously that God cannot permit this to happen Yes evil monstrous beings such as Hitler and his type are cast into outer darkness, as the darkness of true evil can never ever penetrate the light of God. The book of life, which is contained as memories in the temporal lobe of our brain, are played off, like a video recording on death before God. This is called the life review by near death experiences. Each person will have to face judgment for what was done by them done while on earth. We all unlike Hitler have some light and goodness within us and this will enable us to perpetrate the light of God. One candle dispels the darkness. Anyone reading this testimony will definitely not be going into outer darkness but will inherit the kingdom of God. The spirits of all animals will return to God from whence they had came God loves them dearly. The abuse of children will face the full wrath of God and it would be better for this type of person to have never been born

It is awesome to think that the dimension discussed in this testimony is only the first of many that the spirit has to travel before finally merging and submerging with the infinite almighty. We would then have the unbelievable of direct access to the infinite mind of God (Jacobs Ladder).

Indeed the creation of our glorious universe was an intelligent act of omnificent unimaginable indescribable beauty.

Email mcdougall.alan@yahoo.com

I  am amazed

I am trying so hard to get with the authorties in her county but no one will call me back Iam so confused as to what to do . I know she would never do this to her boys . I do get confort from this site and your responses

Hi Pratic and welcome here. Since you've told us you have precognition already, I think you will able to talk to your daughter, and since she is around you, you have felt this, you should listen to your feelings that she is coming to visit you in her spirit.
Many family members passed are prone to visit with their families on Earth, that is how they spend their time.

I would tell you how to make contact, instead I will send you this link, as Bruce describes making contact and how anyone can do this. I myself followed the suggestions (Bruce Moen is the administrator here and author of 5 books)  and surprised myself I could be so efficient and have success my first attempts.

you are much like me, with the precognition, so I am assuming all that stands in your way is that you don't think you can make contact.
so heres the link, and don't be afraid to give it a try and get back with us, and don't ever give up with just one attempt.
http://www.afterlife-knowledge.com/contact.html

please read it! the simple digest of the formula is to "pretend" you are talking to her. even going so far as to keep up both sides of the conversation for a few seconds to get a feel for this area.
as you continue talking to your daughter, pretending that it is possible, the conversation most often begins to feed something quite different than you expected. you may be given information you had not known before your exercise. you may get a peaceful feeling that resolvement is in force. You may be asked a question you didn't expect. be sure to make an appointment with her first. she can read your mind, and will know when to come to you if you tell her, I'm going to talk to you at 8am on Friday.

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Alan I much enjoyed your NDE, I'm sure you are bringing comfort to many people dearlite! love, alysia

Thank you for the link I will try it tonight. :)

I do not know what happen but now I am having to sign in as praticq without the 46 on it

Greetings Practique46,

I've never heard of that happening before.
I wrote to the webmaster to ask how it could happen and referred him to you.
I'll send you a copy of anything he sends me.

If it was an electrical glitche, then perhaps it happened to some others too that we will hear about.

Bets

praticq wrote on Mar 20^th, 2008 at 5:57am:

I do not know what happen but now I am having to sign in as praticq without the 46 on it

dont feel bad Praticz, its not your fault. sometimes I feel like I'm chewing my way thru solid wood to get in here...just a way to learn patience. love, alysia

Thank you for your encourgement I seem to be hitting brick walls lately in everything I try to do .I am really trying to do what I read about but I can not do it . Why, I have always been able to do this with out even trying now it is like I am blocked from my ability to do this. I have always tried to stop it , now that I want it, it will not happen. It is like when I get started I get over whelmed with emotions when I see her and she will not stay. I can see her walking up to me I am sitting in the swing she sits down in fronnt of me in a chair and when I try to speak to her I start crying and she just gets up and walks away, I beg her to stay and talk to me let me know what really happen to her and she continues to walk away with out saying anything. She is sad ,no expression on her face, she always smiled at everyone was one of the friendliest people you could know .I smelled the flowers, gardenias today at work . I just do not understand this

Hello Dear Patricia,

I have been away, here is where your daughter now dwells,

love

alan

Heavenis like this
 
The experience of merging with the light of God is like having your body explode in a pleasant way and becoming a million different atoms. Each atom can think its own thoughts and have its own feelings. You feel all at once what it feels like to be everything and everybody.
 
What people call "heaven" is really our true home and destination. It is where we go for "recess" or to be rewarded by assessing our progress as a soul, evaluating our lives, and to remember all truths, including our real identity. We stay there for however long best serves our development.
 
Heaven is not a place of rest because no one there gets tired. It's more like a new lease on life.
 
Heaven is a place of imagination. Heaven is exactly what our imagination needs it to be.
 
In heaven, where all people really love each other, there are no inhibitions, or need for them. Everyone does exactly as they please; which works out well because only the best in each person survives, and good is all anyone ever wants to do. This allows a freedom and happiness that people on earth can't imagine.
 
People don't go to heaven because of their good deeds, or because they believe this or that, but because they fit in and belong. It's what you are that counts.
 
Each soul has a "job" to do, a position to fill in the greater scheme of things. All souls evolve.
 
Souls can choose to remain in heaven and operate on a particular level for eternity if they desire.
 
After death, each soul has to rise as best it can through a hierarchy of heavens and face the increasingly difficult challenges posed by the guardian angels of each level of heaven.
 
Things in heaven don't age, don't get dirty, don't wear out, and don't get tired.  Everything is kept pure by God.
 
Our deceased pets appear in heaven the way we remember them, only younger and more vital. We can communicate with them telepathically. They also have dwelling places of their own

Thank you for describing it to me . I pray I can see her again and talk with her soon. That is all that is keeping me going right now is fighting or rather not letting things get shoved under the table and her just be a static to the police. Another suicided not her ,she is trying to tell me what happen and from the start she has, I guess my mind can not handle it right now or want handle it . I get bits and pieces of visions I even can physically feel the gunshot to her head it acturally will take my breath and I nearly fall if I am standing it just comes out of the blue when I least espect it .God bless everyone for helping me I will continue to be here and wanting to learn more from all of you .