Greetings,

This is just a continuation of the previous post.
Many people are ready for the next PE and are available Saturday, so let's do it!

Saturday, September 29th, 2007!

See you!  Where?  At the TMI Crystal?
Love, Bets

Hey betson,

the crystal at TMI sounds good for a place to go.

See you there.

regards,

pulsar

Count me in, too! What is the itinerary?

Thomas

Sat. at the crystal. Itinerary, purpose, or remote view?

Hi,

How about if you all who are up for a more ambitious project just set it up in your intentions or by PM--?
For myself I've just been lucky in the past to get there and actually see some of you!
A little sky-dancing would be fun too.

Bets

I am on Mountain Standard time. I can give a try. (My spirit Guide is smiling at me). What time, Eastern do you begin ?  My concept of time tends to be hazy in the mornings here, at best.

Not to worry about the "time" Gweexidax. It just won't make a differance as it has no place in the exploration. Do it when you feel it most comfortable for you. See you there.
Joe

Hi all

Is there a picture of the TMI crystal?  I've just googled it, but came up with a blank.

If that's where you ordinarily meet - it would be a good idea to sticky a picture of it, so that those of us who don't know what/where it is are able to see it.  :)

Sarah

perhaps Laffinrain can oblige.
Joe

Hi,

a small photo of the crystal is on reply #5 of the recent thread in PE "Who's Up....Haha".
The scale of it is tremendous, I'll say 8 ft tall, and then someone can correct that. It sits on a sloping lawn with some brown building near it, near Charlottesville WVA, USA.

See you! :)
Bets

http://www.afterlife-knowledge.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.cgi?num=1135523602

looks like we have 3 pages or archives on PE's. more pictures can be found in these archives; look to the bottom of the thread where pages are numbered for to see our misses and hits all collected.

there is also a huge crystal in the center of the Earth. we can sit and imagine what it looks like if interested and report back what we see.

I'll be participating to be returning to the center as before and I never know what I'll see, so I can't help to say how it's done; working on communicating better, all descriptions of explorations I wish to say I welcome whole heartedly. I enjoy them too.

love, alysia

Thanks for this.  I'll do some digging in the archives as the two photos supplied are quite small and to me it looks like stone rather than crystal - hope to see some of you later on today  :)

Sarah

Here is my (short) experience...  :)

After relaxing, I imagined a green hill and sensed a large crystal at the top.  Before I'd even got this imagery fully in my mind, I realised that it was dark and I saw lightning.  And it was tipping it down.  This was totally outside of my 'remit'.  Mentally I put my raincoat on and pulled the hood over my head.

I got to the top and that crystal is quite impressive - even in the dark with the rain sleeting down!  However, I couldn't see anyone.  The grass was quite slippy beneath my feet and I was feeling a bit bedraggled and figured no-one in their right minds would come out on a night like this.  I did get a fleeting impression of an umbrella around the other side of the crystal but when I went to investigate, there was no-one there.

I hung around for a few minutes, but with the dark and the rain, I gave up.

My one thought after the event is that Alysia was there and I was symbolically seeing her nickname (LaffingRain) all around me - it's a distinct possibility!  :P

Sarah

Hi all, I'll start if off, just finished the PE, but might also get another one when I go to sleep tonite, if so, I'll give that one, I never trust my conscious mind PE's as they seem so general, like they would fit anybody, but I know we are all in training so we just give out what we got, like Sarah just did. thanks Sarah for starting us off.

first, this is silly, but I couldn't figure out what to wear there! ::) I was trying on clothes, of all different colors getting uptight because nothing did I want to wear, I was hoping maybe someone would pick up people's clothing items.
finally decided to wear pink, the color of love, a cowgirl outfit, pants and shirt and hat, all pink, lol, kicking it up. rode a horse up to the crystal (it gets better I promise!) went to TMI, dove into the earth down to the center crystal, swam like a fish, saw some folks doing the same, the mood was getting happy go lucky and building, like it sometimes does.

I decided once there to dance to generate energy for each participant even if I couldn't see them or find each one. so I did a wicked dance. (I do this at home for myself too)
we all held hands around the center of the Earth crystal, btw Sarah and everyone, the crystal at the center of the Earth I don't have a picture for that one, but it's the same one Bruce and TMI participants delivered energy to in his books, and it sends out PUL energy all around the Earth during the gathering, or shift in consciousness. we add to it, our drop of water by thinking of PUL thoughts for all peoples.

ok, moving right along. we sat cross legged somewhere, the grass I think and I decided to ask each person what their hearts desire was.

Spooky: said he would like to improve his finances. I asked what service he provides for this income. he said I provide the service of being myself.

Bets my hearts desire is to tell the truth as I discover what it is in the moment. (I think she meant spontaneity in self expression)

Pulsar I pointed at Pulsar and said "don't think about it, just tell me quickly. He said I wish to be master of my destiny, growing in wisdom and gracefulness.

Ryan I wish to get better at bass guitar and have enjoyment of life!

Joe Hawkeye To do more retrievals

Steve to have more time for just sitting back and thinking about things, to get to calmness

Thomas The study of PUL, I wish to know my essence.

Gweexidax Big smile, good natured person, I wish to find my dolly. (I didn't know how to interpret this, except this person may wish to find the child within, this is the playful part of us.)

Sarah my hearts desire is to learn and grow and be faithful to my quest.

I think Sarah your exploration was good for the first time out, many won't try, but you did and you got slippery grass and rain, and it's true, you may be thinking of me because my name means I would say to everybody to laugh at the rain.
its so dark, probably means you are just getting your sea legs, so to speak and so you see its dark at first. and you're right the crystal is very large, this is what I've been told. others can describe the actual crystals at TMI.

the last part of my PE we all dropped in on Bruce and gave him a hearty hello and some PUL and he said his hearts desire was to relax more often.

love, alysia

Got comfortable, felt a spirit helping me cover my eyes with black felt. Need for earplugs next time.I relaxed very quickly, and I saw the crystal, and moved around it. Viewed it as a temporary parent figure since I have never done this before. I felt that a female had gone ahead of me, and saw the color green. I couldn't connect, and stayed in a state of awareness just beyond C1. My chiming bird clock went off, and I returned to "back again" and a bird outside sang when the electronic bird stopped, which I found interesting. More relaxing, and I returned to the crystal, and a male with curly hair jumped in quickly saying "Chase 'em. I am with the grave digger union". He was like a yard shadow, and tall. He vanished. I saw a "tomboy female" in a viking style boat that was a floating bed. She said "This is cool".  I heard clanking tea, or coffee cups, and a woman said "Fontina". A woman in silver glasses said "These are my UFO glasses." They were shaped like the penguin from Tom Tomorrow's glasses with blinking lights. I was still hoping to connect, but, not successful. I was just seeing quick images, and feeling like I was in a fun house. A loud engine outdoors brought me back to C1. Took a break.
I returned to the crystal half an hour later, and saw a small room. A magazine was opened to a black and white ad with a woman from the 1950's standing by a TV. A woman said " She looks like my fave Audrey Hepburn. I love Audrey Hepburn."  I felt that I was in a higher state of consciousness. I saw an image of the 1950's Mouseketeers wrapped in a burrito with only their heads sticking from the end. A silver chain with a rose ornament floated by me.Someone mentioned "dropping something" and a deer. I saw the astrological symbol for the sign of Cancer. My last image was of a checkerboard with black, and green squares. If I connected with any of you, it had to be in an unusual way. I tried. My first time. I guess I have "newbie" written all over me.

Greetings,

I had a fine time too and can correlate some with earlier reports---

First time I went early and met Pulsar. I took his hand and we did some fun flying with a couple of loops and verticals, then came down and put our hands on the above ground crystal. I'd never done that before and was amazed at the energy--a deeper and more even vibration than felt when exchanging PUL with others. The Alysia showed up and we held hands and danced around the crystal and when we quit there were more souls there than before--I (or my Guidance recognized Vicky, Bruce, Seeker (is your name Tom?), and several others I didn't get to meet by name.

I used to wear green to these gatherings according to a past particpant, Gweexldax; I don't know what I wore to this one.  Also I'm tall and sort of reserved, so maybe that has overtones of being a parent. I sure didn't get to the 'cool' part of the party with the wild glasses etc, darn!  :D  Also my favorite celebrity is Audrey Hepburn, which I've shared previously with a couple of people here but wasn't thinking of at the PE, but time is not of the essence, they say. Gweexldax, I think you had some 'hits!'

I regret I still don't see well and rely on Guidance or people introducing themselves in order to identify others. All in all I sensed a nice-sized group of about a dozen or so and multiple activities. Fun!

Love, Bets

OKAY, Rain. Yes. I have been seeking a doll from my childhood. She represents the most stable time in my life. You picked that up, clearly. I mentioned the color green, and as usual with many of us, we feel that we don't want to "hog the message board with so many details". ( we have the notion that we are yammering too much, which may not be true). The green in my experience related to a skirt, and a woman laying clothes onto a bed from a closet) This I am saying after the fact, (your "getting dressed" activity), but, I want everyone to know how important details are, and they should be added. I know we might whine "But I feel like I'm prattling with boring stuff". NO. This is our experience. And even the "silliest" and "most boring" detail may be just what someone needs to hear.  I will always forward my experience to myself, first, and postmark it in an email.  Many people won't  comprehend our activities, but we do.    8-)

Gweexldax wrote on Sep 30^th, 2007 at 10:38am:

Got comfortable, felt a spirit helping me cover my eyes with black felt. Need for earplugs next time.I relaxed very quickly, and I saw the crystal, and moved around it. Viewed it as a temporary parent figure since I have never done this before. I felt that a female had gone ahead of me, and saw the color green. I couldn't connect, and stayed in a state of awareness just beyond C1. My chiming bird clock went off, and I returned to "back again" and a bird outside sang when the electronic bird stopped, which I found interesting. More relaxing, and I returned to the crystal, and a male with curly hair jumped in quickly saying "Chase 'em. I am with the grave digger union". He was like a yard shadow, and tall. He vanished. I saw a "tomboy female" in a viking style boat that was a floating bed. She said "This is cool".  I heard clanking tea, or coffee cups, and a woman said "Fontina". A woman in silver glasses said "These are my UFO glasses." They were shaped like the penguin from Tom Tomorrow's glasses with blinking lights. I was still hoping to connect, but, not successful. I was just seeing quick images, and feeling like I was in a fun house. A loud engine outdoors brought me back to C1. Took a break. I returned to the crystal half an hour later, and saw a small room. A magazine was opened to a black and white ad with a woman from the 1950's standing by a TV. A woman said " She looks like my fave Audrey Hepburn. I love Audrey Hepburn."  I felt that I was in a higher state of consciousness. I saw an image of the 1950's Mouseketeers wrapped in a burrito with only their heads sticking from the end. A silver chain with a rose ornament floated by me.Someone mentioned "dropping something" and a deer. I saw the astrological symbol for the sign of Cancer. My last image was of a checkerboard with black, and green squares. If I connected with any of you, it had to be in an unusual way. I tried. My first time. I guess I have "newbie" written all over me.

hi there, smile. this is great also. glad u did it, its a start and u got a few hits.

first I wanted to ask if anyone relates to these symbols in the slightest to please join us with your observations, as we are a work in progress so all are welcome to participate. we call it partnered exploration but its more like group exploration at this point.

Your main hit is this: and this is verified by a Canadian friend of mine said he saw an image of Audrey Hepburn as related to myself.  I share a quality that she has onstage if I would have become an actress, I would perform similar to her style.  my hair cut is like hers. she speaks quietly in her movies and has this sincerity and thats what we share. u can't help but like her..lol. thanks, I'm claiming this hit for me guys.

the other hits are just before I did my PE I was painting a door in my house green; u may have been picking up this impression of green from me, as I kept slipping into PE thoughts and sinking into the color green like it was an ocean.

the fake bird and the real bird are both there to look at, the real bird comes after the fake bird, is the way I see that.

the curly haired male who says chase em, appears to want to bury us here on this thread. bless him and his comments are welcome too. we are experimenting. and if someone wants to dig me a grave, I'd probably jump in it for fun, then I'd just be reborn like some crazy phoenix!  :D

one of my lives was a viking life. swabbing the deck what not. call him a disc mate, he's in the drawer! haha!
Tomboy I used to be that, younger years. maybe theres lots of tomboys here I'm sure. it is only to show there are many facets to a human being, to a soul. I had on safari clothes at one point and was acting like I was escorting y'all to the jungle..lol..
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 I was trying to produce an atmosphere of fun. thus the funhouse, it got a little out of hand. I mean I had too much caffeine last night.
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my pe partner sees my animal as the deer. my given name is rose. don't know if we're still on me though, because the rose is the symbol of love and this could mean many things to many people. PE's are in the beginning a place to jump off at to get to the "real bird's chirp" versus the electronic program of word association. another hit is my useage of the word "cool" which is bugging me. I wish I could find another word to express joy and feelings that I am no older than 19 although my body is much older. dont relate to the Mouseketeers unless by Fontina, you meant Annette Funichelo (spelled wrong, phonetically is foon-a-chell-o. 50's quality is innocense in our society back then.  I like 50's music very much. at least they knew how to have some fun.

welcome newbie, we should do this again, and we might pick a focus among us, a person, each time we do this, maybe it's easier that way? I appreciate your post.
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anyone want to make comment on Gweekidax exploration if they saw something similar or how it relates to you, I welcome more explorations.
wow. whew. I just got off the hot spot! love, alysia

Gweexldax wrote on Sep 30^th, 2007 at 11:45am:

OKAY, Rain. Yes. I have been seeking a doll from my childhood. She represents the most stable time in my life. You picked that up, clearly. I mentioned the color green, and as usual with many of us, we feel that we don't want to "hog the message board with so many details". ( we have the notion that we are yammering too much, which may not be true). The green in my experience related to a skirt, and a woman laying clothes onto a bed from a closet) This I am saying after the fact, (your "getting dressed" activity), but, I want everyone to know how important details are, and they should be added. I know we might whine "But I feel like I'm prattling with boring stuff". NO. This is our experience. And even the "silliest" and "most boring" detail may be just what someone needs to hear.  I will always forward my experience to myself, first, and postmark it in an email.  Many people won't  comprehend our activities, but we do.    8-)

laffing outloud..u are so cool in your expression here! wow. I was remembering the PE, how we sat cross legged in relaxed indian style and about a dozen, like bets said, and I was looking at each one when I came to you I thought this one is new..but got really good vibes of friendly nature from you, like blonde hair also, and all she said was I want my dolly, which made my interpreter flash to a self retrieval I had done where my inner child held a doll for security. so I didn't think I had a hit, then now I do!
WAY COOL EXPLORATION!!!
so listen up what she says, every detail is important. bets and I were just discussing that human nature tends to glide over the details to dismiss them for lack of importance. I think we may learn something doing PE's. thanks!

Pulsar and I were in the chat room last nite together talking a bit and he mentioned he related to what I wrote in the PE for him, that I picked up what he was thinking.

I wish to thank Pulsar and all for contributing here as it helps me greatly to grow and I have some very good feelings about our PE's.  I had thought my general messages were just plucked out of the basket of generalities more representing my desire to be of service but just a trainee for the moment.
love to you all, its that we do it together, thats what it means. alysia

Hi Gweexldax

My raincoat was green too...  :)  And yes, you are right about the little details, I didn't mention the colour of the coat, thinking it wasn't important  ::)

And Alysia - I've just spotted the smiley in your signature - he/she has a cute tiny umbrella with him/her - I wonder if that was the umbrella I spotted.

I believe in the power of imagination.  It is like a muscle - the more you use it, the more it will work for you.

I'm already looking forward to the next time.  :P

Sarah

I'm looking forward to further PE's too Sarah. yes, green is important this time it appears. sometimes we do get a lot of color hits, also thoughts have each some color within them, as thoughts are "things."

like they would say dark thoughts will have dark colors, or muddy colors. bright thoughts the brightness is observed by spirit the same.
I have a book showing images of thought forms. I was amazed to see a bolt of lightening to comprise an angry thought. a slash thru some muddy cloud. then some intricate thought forms had geometric looking pastels in it of really pleasant to look at.

yes I thought too you were seeing my umbrella. into each life some rain must fall but we can all get an umbrella at family dollar for around $5. lol.
next PE I will pass around some umbrellas for fun, but the rain here is a warm summer rain so don't need an umbrella really.

love, alysia

I am loving this experience ! I think I longed for such all my life, but people were quick to dismiss my "notions", so I retreated to the 'inner safe zone".  To to casual observer, we may appear to "twist things to match", but after years of experience, we know that the mind can play tricks, along with memory, but, we have no NEED to "doctor" what we see. (In order to impress a doubting world).  Some may argue that we lack a "laboratory and controlled" environment. I am sure that has already been done, and it costs money to arrange it. I am a believer, so I don't require proof. Many doubters may feel that we develop a "cult" mentality. Not true. We are each very different, and enjoy those differences. Our common bond comes from "wanting to know, and connect".  And we do deliver to our own satisfaction. A few doubters will call what we do "parlor games" and "lacking any intrinsic value". We do have fun. And the "value " goes beyond the dollar. Some people just won't do what we do, and that's fine with me.  

yes I agree ..I was thinking some PE, we may also extend healing to one who asks, then we can expand to say, we can give our energy and then there is power in our joining, to offer assistance to one or more. and it is fun to connect..many are isolated with meaningful connections, the internet has brought the world together, not just with the information available, but with our spiritual growth and alleviating our sense of being isolated. and Bruce's books are full of PUL experiences, something I like to study. love, alysia

Hey Group-

Now that was wonderful, and so many hits!

A group assembled around the crystal, though when I looked it was the Crystal outside TMI-there, not the one inside, and we were all stiing cross-legged in the green grass. AS if on sue we rose and joined hands, and spontaneously danced around the crystal in true ecstatic joy. I could see brilliant lights, many in primary colors, as we did this, building energy. People were clothed in light garments or shimmering colors, and I remember being quite absorbed in this as we reached a group harmonic vibration (words are not adequatee) and we began to pulse with PUL energy. Bruce, and several other who had been observing off to the side, joined the circle and the energy and volume of the group energy swelled. All for one! We are One! Welcome Home!

And this just shot out and up and burst in the sky like fireworks.

Nice work everyone!

Thomas
(hey, what happened to my pic?)

I  noticed now theres at least 3 of us and now Thomas, seen Bruce at the circle and in former explorations this is not always the case that we see him, so I'm thinking another group hit, also Thomas has confirmed for me the sitting cross legged that we did, and I must mention in my exploration we joined hands around the crystal in some movement, it was brief, and I dismissed it because we always have done this, and it's even in Bruce's books they did it this way, but if Thomas saw it, by jove, we did it then!

this is neat. love, alysia

What an amazing and uplifting PE this time. So many people getting back to the board and all the connecting....way cool. I to had some connecting.
Went to TMI, Nancy Monroe Center and to the crystal. It located behind the main building in a grassy large yard just feet away from a pasture. It is also on the side of a hill. I only saw one person and he had on a reflecting jacket. I felt the presence of others but saw no one else. I tried a few times going to and from the place but was unable to get anyone but the man in the Jacket/vest. It looked like a road safety type. I now think it could have been in an effort to keep me moving along. Like a trafic director.....move along now, nothing to see here...keep moving... sort of thing.

Off I went on my retrieval. I went of the the Red Sea area. I got an older man who was working in a large marble quarry. They had been at the work site working but also holding a celebration at the same time. I believe a birthday. Food was cooking. Large pizza like bread with goat meat and cheese. It cheese looked like how fetta looks. All were eating, myself included. I remember the taste of the goat and remarked how good it was to the others there. Then there was trouble. A fall by a young girl down into one of the pits. I/he went to the side of the pit and was attempting to help her. It was one of my/his relatives, I think a grand child. I then know that I slipped and fell to my death along side of this young girl. At first I was sad but after reviewing the incident a few times last night and then again today, I know that by me excepting the death of my grandchild and the death of myself at the same time was necessary. She in fact had died at that time to be there for me when I fell to my death. Perhaps I was to fall anyways that day, or to die by some other means. She had given of herself to comfort me. I still awoke with a feeling of some grief and loss but still felt better than when I first ran the incident. I know its best to leave the emotion behind when returning but it did take me a few hours to completely shake it off. Now I have moved on from it and am thankful for her gift of PUL and of sacrifice of her life to help me. My/the release comes from now understanding her gift of her giving her life to be there for me upon my death, and not being stuck in the emotion of her BODY death. I feel a lot of PUL from her right now as I write this down and get the name Nadiea. I am happy to have gone back to review this death and release myself from being stuck at the incident and the grief emotion that was not allowing me to move forward from it.
Joe

An after thought...For me, I think I may be having problems in the meeting others at the crystal part of our PE due to the lack of purpose in our exploration. I am going there but once I am there I am at a blank of what we are to be doing. This is why I head off in my favorite direction...retrievals. Now I know we all start with baby steps but purpose  and intention are needed in exploration of this type. I'm am ready to go again with All of you but before we go lets collectively work towards a common goal.
Just a suggestion....comments/ideas?
Joe

Hi Joe,

all the PEs I've gone to have been social, just a chance to meet and greet, and practice
with the mindset  one needs to operate in non-linear time and limitless space(non-space?). They've been a chance for newbies to feel safe in their exploration since a variety of experienced people are nearby.  After the first one or so I found they were very energizing, not at all tiring like some OB experiences.

So if you think we're ready for a group retrieval, could you tell me what's involved?
Do we all go together somewhere that has a whole group that's stuck?  ? Like at a mine or a tsunami or Iraq? Does each one of us then take one soul to work with? It seems like that could be quite dramatic with that much energy involved, and from the Helpers as well !
It would be good to have it posted on retrievals as well so people seeking retrieval info can find it.

What's confused me is that I've heard the term 'group retrieval' used in a couple of different ways--in one Mair and some fellow who's now on his own and writing, said that an individual can do a group retrieval just by getting the souls to hold hands in a long line, and can extend the retrieving energy through the group that way.

So it seems like we could have different kinds of PEs, each with its own leadership, maybe each with its own thread topic so it's easier to find the records.

Would you lead the group retrieval PE, Joe?  By the time you tell us the agenda and intent, all you have to do is set the time and place and we're on!

Bets
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 Hi Thomas, your avatar pic is now Thomas the Friendly Engine from a childrens' book series. Are you saying someone else changed your avatar photo?  

Bets, I don't know if I am the one who should lead a PE. I have little experience that I know of and have only in the past two years become awaire of just what it is I have been doing. Sence going to TMI really. As a matter of fact I will be off to Lifeline in about a month. Lifeline is mentioned in Bruces books a number of times. I am going to get a clearer idea of just what I have been doing and to assist others also. Perhaps when I come back I can lead a recovery. Now when it comes to direction it could be as simple as a purpose of recovering at a plane crash or a earth quake. Or all of us sending healing energy to a single person or area. All that would be required is common agreement. On the past PE here I have not really been with everyone or at least not been awaire or others, as some of the others were. There are times that the most important recovery is the one done on a part of yourself. Even should we move in a commen direction, your personal needs may outweigh the need to help another. We could all go off in separate directions. I think that by going to the crystal to meet up first is by far the best thing at this point as it has been agreed to between all of us. We are ready for a group retrieval. We have been brought together for something and all have this common desire or goal. I'm ready to help where I can.
Joe  

Alysia, you wrote:
"Spooky: said he would like to improve his finances. I asked what service he provides for this income. he said I provide the service of being myself."

I didn't consciously participate in this PE, but I'm still unemployed so a bit more money wouldn't be bad! To fit in one of those job offers you have to be a specialist, young, ten years experience in that business, a rocket engineer and must know the latest text processors, and on the way to work sell some insurance contracts and so on, you know what I mean. Not so long ago I thought how nice it would be if someone would show up and just needed what I already can do and like to do, and pay me for that, so that I had not to worry about my skills but just be what I am. So what you wrote mirrors very well this thought.

Spooky

thanks for the confirmation Spooky..I don't remember you're telling me u were not employed but maybe you did? and maybe this was buried info I already had.

if this is a hit, I just wanted to tell explorers it was waking mind, not asleep, don't feel I was that deep into any altered state, maybe focus 10.

I always saw you with another fellow playing music, like a duo in a club and making enough to get by on, like steady work 4 nights a week. I've been seeing this image for a few years I think, so I wondered about what I was picking up about the finances, that I was wrong.
u seem to be like me Spooky, always wanting to make money doing what I love but not finding an avenue for that expression.

too bad we don't even live in the same country Spooky..we'd knock 'em dead (hehehe, pun time) if we played together.
love to you, it will work out somehow, you'll see. alysia

Hey! I totally missed this one!! Been a bit busy recently, will definatly try join in on the next one, just started reading through but haven't read it all yet, looks like loads went on though!

Hey Alysia, i got your email thanks! just wanted to say do you remember that OBE where i met all them girls and jasmine? That was a weird one, well i went OBE the other day (thru tiredness so couldnt control much or remember much) but i was watching this blue car drive away, then i was beside it and laughing with two girls who were in the car, I came out of the OBE and went to go back thinking new agenda to find jasmine, always puzzled who is she? And i was floating up and suddenly everything clicked, it really hit me that was her in the car! I can't remember what happened afterwards but it was big and i was gutted! oh well find out soon. Hope to catch you out there on the next one, and spot on with my desire in the PE, cant stop thinking bout it atm!

speak to you all soon

ryan

ok Ryan we'll see you at the next one maybe. and thanks for starting a PE one time..I like the way you put HaHa! in the PE title, like u were saying oh whatever, lets just lighten up and try!

that was funny. Jasmine sounds like a name of Black race. Maybe she would be a guide or partner out there for you? let us know you find out.

seems like you want to explore obe pretty bad, at that stage where u want it too much so it alludes you. maybe concentrate some more on why you want to go obe Ryan, then you might make more headway. love, alysia