Hi, I just remembered my dream...not a  good one. I dreamed that my sister committed suicide, and that I opened the door on her. I had said something to her through the door, having needed to take a bath or shower or somesuch.

When I left her in my dream she was taking a bath, I thought. I don't think I ever actually saw her physically in my dream...oddly enough...not once, that I can fully recall.

I remember that the dream was a jumble of activity. When I came back to her I opened the door and water came spilling out. It was full of water and I knew that my sister had drowned....but somehow I felt she had done it intentionally.

I remember feeling a lot of sorrow in my dream, and a feeling of finality that there was little I could do. I remember thinking to myself that now I had to get up every morning knowing this terrible thing for the rest of my life.

It was an unpleasant dream, the kind that sticks to you a little, but I feel okay today. In reality, my sister had a very minor medical procedure last week which was not problematic in any way whatsoever.

If only I could become lucid in my dreams, to investigate these things more thoroughly.

love, blink :)

I can only think that perhaps I still worry about her, big sister that I am. She believes you just go to sleep when you die...just fade out....then, I guess you get to be reborn.

Well, I don't like the idea of her just going to sleep like that forever, in the wee corners of my imagination....I told her (in real life) that she shouldn't be surprised if someone comes along and wakes her up.

Water? Well, it's water water everywhere here where I am. The wettest summer I can remember.

love, blink :)

Hi Blink,
she was taking a bath you thought...this together with she's thinking death is like sleep, maybe you translated that into your sister relaxing, cleaning, washing away thoughts, memories, until there was only this water-mess.

Another thing is, if I had dreams with a bad outcome with people involved I know, I don't know if or what I should tell them. If it is a warning I should, but who knows? Maybe telling them would make things worse?

Spooky