Hi everyone

i just joined the forums


Ok last year around about March i started to have these very deep kind of feelings of being ready to move on to the other side , and i'm still having these feelings as well, and that also was the time i came across Astral Projection and i've been trying to have one ever since.

I really dont know what it is but i just feel like i've lived my life on earth to the fullest and theres nothing left for me here and now i'm really ready to just move on .

And if i do have guide looking over me , i really wish it would come forward.

Dear Nick237,

You're perception is most likely right that your ready to move on but it may have nothing-but I mean nothing to do with the physical plane (C1) and all to do with belief systems and growth. This is a happen' place (physical world) to be.

Either way you choose to look at it-good luck on you jouney! God speed and remember it's a choose your own adventure situation :o 8-) ::) :-X :-*

Much Love, Jean :-*

Hello Nick

How are you?  :)

In my understanding we have watchers who watch over us; everyone one of us has a watcher and the watcher may be called an Angel.  Your Angel understands what you need, when you need it, why you need it and most of all your Angel understands how you feel.  Our Angels want to help us and all this takes is asking for they will not interfere without been asked.   In your post you have already asked by wishing they would come forward.  Trust in yourself and trust in your Angel.  Ask and you shall receive - have faith in this.

Sometimes we see nothing left in earth for us until a few days later something happens which is pretty awesome and we think - gosh I could have missed this.  

Also, learning in earth is not easy.  In fact the harder it is the more we are growing in numerous ways - so many things are taught through struggles because it reaches down to our very core and rises us up and makes us understand - through this I am learning and with this I am cared for because if I wasn't cared for my soul wouldn't feel the discipline I am going through.  Robert Browning said 'When the fight begins within himself, a man's worth something'.

I find those words so true because if we didn't have an internal struggle we would be complacent and not bother about anything which does not advance the mettle of our soul and spirit.  It is a sign of initiation when there is internal struggle; it is a sign one is standing on a path of knowledge.  To walk the path until the path becomes undivided neither left nor right but centered.  For with struggle there does come moments of magic in which you know are meant for you - little signs and happenings which mean a lot - with this you know you are in touch with Creation.  And it is these moments which will keep you on your path.

If it is your time to go - your Angel is right with you.  I always think this part is so exciting!  But if it's not your time don't rush it let it happen naturally - the less stress the better.  Talk to your Angel and talking here is good too - exploring spiritually.

Well hope I haven't gone on too much.  :)

I send you lots of love and hope to get to know you in this forum.  You can even argue with Chumley it's a highlight - joking!

Love and Light Nick

thank you very much for the reply guys it really means a lot .

About a couple of times before i've gone to sleep , i have asked for my guide to come forward and i think because of that i've had a couple of really really strange dreams.

One Dream i really remember is of a White room and a Marble floor and there was one set  of escalators going down, the white room that i was in was compleatly empty, and then the next thing i remember was the most beautiful woman i have ever seen, she had kind of glow about her.

The woman had a gun pointing at the wall , she then turned to me and pushed me in the red chair. The gun she had wasnt there anymore, it was only her on my lap just looking at me, from what i remember her eyes were sparkling and she just started to stroke my face and tell me that everything well be alright.

And that was it, i was then awake and i remembered the dream.

The other thing that happend to me was not a dream but more of a projection i think

it was a morning , i woke up for a bit but i then went back to sleep. And the moment i went
back to sleep my eyes were closed i could see the colour orange everywere in my room, i then opened my eyes and i noticed that i was floating just above my body i could some how see my body below me through the back of my head , it was like i had eyes at the back of my eyes, the moment i knew i was floating, i was straight back down into my body.

I was then awake and i felt the impact of coming back into my body.

and thats about all that has happend so far.

I also keep hearing on other forums that people can talk to there guides yet i've asked my guide a couple of times to come forward and help me and i'm getting nothing at except maybe that Dream with the woman.

sorry for going on to long but i just feel like this is the right this stuff.
   

Welcome Nick-
As Caryn said, have faith and ask for what you need.

Seems like you have completed everything needed for a physical body and now are practicing getting out of the body.  Makes sense.

Enjoy-
dave

Nick

DONT LEAVE ME. I LOVE YOU.

I Am Dude wrote on Mar 26^th, 2007 at 8:06pm:

Nick DONT LEAVE ME. I LOVE YOU.

:-? would you care to explain what your trying to say

Hi Nick, welcome! (Dude, lol, you need to type us some more words)

you are getting guidance thru dream landscape. I've learned that guides do talk to us through our dreams as that is where our greatest receptivity is, while the brain/C1 is relaxed of daily thoughts and concerns.

Your guide is clearly a woman; she will help you attain polarity/energy balance through your C1 expression. it takes time. she's trying to tell you you are doing ok. its one step at a time. you can also have other guides; you can have many, both male and female guides, but they cannot overwhelm you..you are here, earth, and you are on a journey to unfold yourself.
the gun is a symbol of male polarity principle. she wants u to throw your gun away.
you are doing good. love to you, alysia

oh btw, me too. I'm ready to move on. I have another thread "going home."
Jean is right, it could mean I'm moving into another area of life to explore and live through instead of exiting my body permanently..these changes we go through, where we explore obe, it's like dying though, to the old, and everything is new then, the way we look at the world, we become like reborn in our spirits, so you may be entering a rebirth of your spirit, an awakening situation.

LaffingRain wrote on Mar 27^th, 2007 at 4:24pm:

Hi Nick, welcome! (Dude, lol, you need to type us some more words) you are getting guidance thru dream landscape. I've learned that guides do talk to us through our dreams as that is where our greatest receptivity is, while the brain/C1 is relaxed of daily thoughts and concerns. Your guide is clearly a woman; she will help you attain polarity/energy balance through your C1 expression. it takes time. she's trying to tell you you are doing ok. its one step at a time. you can also have other guides; you can have many, both male and female guides, but they cannot overwhelm you..you are here, earth, and you are on a journey to unfold yourself. the gun is a symbol of male polarity principle. she wants u to throw your gun away. you are doing good. love to you, alysia oh btw, me too. I'm ready to move on. I have another thread "going home." Jean is right, it could mean I'm moving into another area of life to explore and live through instead of exiting my body permanently..these changes we go through, where we explore obe, it's like dying though, to the old, and everything is new then, the way we look at the world, we become like reborn in our spirits, so you may be entering a rebirth of your spirit, an awakening situation.

Thank you for your Kind words alysia .

Is there a way i can talk back to my guide , cause i have wished for my guide to come forward a couple of times but from the looks of it its only been in dreams.

Could you go a bit more into the male polarity principle please  :)

What did my guide mean by wanting me to throw my gun away ?

Alysia can i PM you ?

I've got some more dream realated stuff about that woman that i would like to talk to you about , if you dont mind .

certainly you may email me, anytime.

you want to know about male/female polarity differences? ok. ah, we all come in with a gender for the body. the gender or genitals usually hold the same charge as what the body suggests. but now we have souls who are feminine charge entering male bodies and vice versa, so we have our gay population. it just is.

so I'm not gay but I don't judge it. there is no right, there is no wrong. I follow TMI thought. ok, so the male charge is an action principle, the female charge is what is acted upon as the reception charge. the woman is the Earth, she takes the seed of the action principle and sprouts it. the man "shoots" the seed :) this is funny to me, to have to explain charges.
ok, lol, the gun symbol can also mean an aggressive principle. in a war situation you will see the men carry the guns mostly, while the women usually tend the injured. you have your differences explained there.
what your dream said to me, the woman held a gun, and then she was on your lap with no gun. this tells me you are becoming balanced in your male/female traits within your soul. The woman part of you wants you to relax and don't be so aggressive and the woman is the passive part of you, which allows your receptivity to spirit guides, to your inner wisdom..but they are not going to draw you a picture or a map. you have to study and find out your priority questions and only ask one question at a time of the universe.

Caryn mentions watchers and I know we all have helpers and watchers and so do you, but they like to have you focus on yourself rather than on them for the answers.
try listening to intuition, try to have imaginary conversations and see how that works for you. love, alysia