greets all, this is my first post on the forum, i'm new here but i've been reading some of the posts and i'm read up on the monroe series and some of robert bruce's work. for a little history, i started having obes in 2002.. but haven't had conscious projections for quite some time now.

my current experience is very interesting because no matter what I seem to do everything pretty much 'backfires' on me, let me try to explain:  I have been having these very strange encounters with an energy system I cannot understand, I visually perceive these small balls of energy that shoot out lines that form into geometric patterns that COVER the rooms in my house, I see these fogs of moving energy (what i perceive to be nonphysical beings) and these varied size balls of energy that shoot out small beams of light which connect to my left shoulder and the top of my crown they float around all over my place.. i often see them connect to others as well.

Its important to note that something also keeps happening to me during my sleep, what I mean is that whatever these things are, when I wake up there is energy all around me as if they had been connecting to me throughout the night.

I also see this vibrating energy on -everything- (ectoplasm??) it looks very similar to what your tv would look like if it didn't have a broadcast signal, like static.. it covers EVERYTHING!!

I've had some fringe experiences in the past but they weren't invasive, i didn't feel threatened by them. for some reason i feel threatened by whats happening to me now, it feels like my energy is being taken, my space invaded I feel like i'm part of some strange experiment (sorry to say but i feel like im losing it!) the belief that this is harmful i know is probably the biggest danger to me right now. I truly dont know what to do, I have tried to adjust my perspective, tried to see this in a different way but my INSTINCT drives me back to this fight/flight reaction, i'm seriously out of ideas.. I continue to meditate, ask my guides higher self.. no answers ??  i've done everything I think I can to figure this out. so, here i am, i'm very sensitive to energy especially that of others so posting on large forums isn't something I like doing,  posting here is pretty much a long shot..

can anyone relate to what im talking about?

any and all responses would be much appreciated ...thanks in advance.

regards,

pi

yes PI I can relate. take a deep breath. You'll be fine but remember its a process. its a shame I never did find drive thru enlightenment back in the 80's. it might take years, so stay in the now moment and pay attention to yourself, and every thought and emotion. it appears the 3rd eye is opening. its an actual gland in the head got shriveled up they say and you've got yourself an active one.

u are way ahead of the game. you just have to learn to keep your cool. for me, when I used to experience the feeling you're talking about, the feeling of being threatened, I would try to change it to a daredevil attitude, a sense of adventure because this is all new, what you are seeing is called the great unknown; and since time began man has a natural, healthy fear of the unknown.

go ahead and let yourself explore anyway. you'll be afraid if you do, you'll be afraid if you don't. so might as well try to flow with it as nothing can really hurt you in the end. this philosophy is based on my experiences, we are welcome to explore greater dimensions. oh I know they are coming to you, rather than you coming to them. you always can shut down by a decision to shut down input.
or you can put off the inevitable growth thats occuring until later.
we all develop differently. you see energy beings, and energy that is the object. thats unique. its also that there is nothing solid here in the way we think of solid.

A friend of mine is like you, only he is beginning the telekenisis thing, where you can move objects with your mind. sometimes he feels a little fear like you do, then what he does is find a way to ground back into this reality. for him a cold beer does it.

so when you get uptight or have information overload its ok to ground yourself.

we are in the shift in consciousness, many are going to follow you in an expansion of awareness. when they do, they are going to need your previous experiences to help them through it.

I send my love. alysia

Hi PI and welcome to the forum.

We all have the same fears and in this case its sounds to me like you fear the unknown.  That is perfectly normal for all of us.  In truth we have nothing to fear.  Fear has simply become a part of our consciousness and greater understanding and learning to be in a state of acceptance is key to releasing the fear.

From what you are describing the little balls and streamers you’re seeing sounds like the universal energy field that surrounds and interpenetrates all things.  This field is what essentially feeds us.  It is the pure, clean energy of what I call God.  Many people are able to see this energy, so you are not alone.  It is a wondrous thing to see and watch.

All living things are surrounded with their own energy field or aura and I suspect that this is also what you are seeing.  We interact with each other using our energy fields; we reach out to feel the world with it and we throw off globs of energy when experiencing strong emotions such as anger.  For example, when someone is angry with you have you ever felt him or her stab or attack you?  In truth they did.  They used their energy field to do this.  The same is true when someone is expressing love.  Their energy feels warm and comforting.

I would say what you’re seeing when you wake up is your own energy field and the forms you have created with this.  It could be other beings, but that would be further down on my list of possibilities.  One way to find out is to ask if these are a part of yourself, then be silent and listen for your answer.

Try to relax about this.  It truly is ok.

Love and blessings to you.

Kathy

Just a passing thought - people who use Salvia Divinorum (Diviner's Mint) report seeing a glowing grid over everything. Possibly Erowid or a similar site might give more information from that perspectige. I do NOT suggest that you try the plant, as it has a number of unpleasant side effects.

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