I placed no real intent, just closed my eyes, relaxed and let what may come, come.

I found myself in a very old house.  The room I was in was either a kitchen or washroom.  The ceiling was very high above my head, 12-14 ft.

There was a large sink (commercial size or about half the length of a bathtub and much wider and deeper).  It was white at one time..but now was stained terribly.  It was a single compartment and I even tried to imagine how one would do dishes there.

There were wooden cabinets, badly worn and stained black from many years of use.  It was apparent that this place was pretty much abandoned.

I looked around and saw some doors leading out.  I wanted to go down a hall, but someone there tried to stop me..they were frightened.  It was very dark down the hall, so I shined a light down.  More doors.

I seemed to be directed to look in a corner of the room, where there were two mattresses, piled on atop the other with fairly new black sheets on them.  I surmised that someone was staying in this room..probably the same one who was afraid to go down the hall.

The vision faded, thanks to a 2yo :P

She settled back down, and I went for more exploring.

This time I found myself outside.  It was bright and sunny, and there was a row of three story buildings to my right, a field of yellow grass to my left.

I asked if those were the buildings I had been in earlier, and was told yes.  Looked different from the outside, in the daylight.

In the field was a car, light yellow/cream colored, circa 1964-65.  There seemed to be some significance to this car, and it seemed oddly out of place, just sitting there.  It was in pristine condition.

I began moving very quickly and was soon in a convertible car, zooming along bumpy dirt roads.  I was not driving.  We came to a steep decline, and I tried to tell the driver we couldn't drive down it.  They assured me we could, and must.

As we began the descent, I found myself returning to C1.

I'm not real sure on what I was seeing with all of this, whether it was a retrieval or just a visit.  One thought is that the person inside the building was indeed a stuck spirit.  Somehow connected to that car and the need to complete that descent down the hill?

Upon return and contemplation about the dark hallway with the doors..my first thought was "Many doors, many paths to take."

Shirley wrote on Oct 7^th, 2006 at 8:55am:

I placed no real intent, just closed my eyes, relaxed and let what may come, come. at first this appears as a dream but now I see you were wide awake..good one then; something will come of it I'm sure. you just managed to tap your unconscious storehouse of symbols leading you to greater truths. I found myself in a very old house.  The room I was in was either a kitchen or washroom.  The ceiling was very high above my head, 12-14 ft. u probably have dream symbol books already, but the house will most often symbolize a house of consciousness. since you saw a 1965 car, I'd say we are now in 1965 There was a large sink (commercial size or about half the length of a bathtub and much wider and deeper).  It was white at one time..but now was stained terribly.  It was a single compartment and I even tried to imagine how one would do dishes there.here I think your subconscious is saying you're going to have to get creative if you want to get those dishes clean, its saying perhaps; if life gives you a lemon, make lemonade, and also I think we do have to return to the past now and then and do some cleaning up. its really a deep basin also which there must be a reason your image was portrayed to you this way instead of a small, normal sink. There were wooden cabinets, badly worn and stained black from many years of use.  It was apparent that this place was pretty much abandoned. symbols will often repeat themselves until u get it. r u a forward looking person who would abandon the past quite naturally? another way of thinking about many years of use is to consider you have come back to this time frame to retrieve yourself. I looked around and saw some doors leading out.  I wanted to go down a hall, but someone there tried to stop me..they were frightened.  It was very dark down the hall, so I shined a light down.  More doors. all the doors might be like something that needs to be opened to see what is there; as you explore quite naturally, someone who represents  fear blocks your entrance. fear will always block a person from doing what they want. this also could be a part of yourself, or just a person you knew, or even a disc member or just represent a memory..it depends on whether you placed an intention to retrieve somebody or not. if u go back there start asking questions of this other one to see if they respond and try to sooth their fears and then it becomes a retrieval more likely. I seemed to be directed to look in a corner of the room, where there were two mattresses, piled on atop the other with fairly new black sheets on them.  I surmised that someone was staying in this room..probably the same one who was afraid to go down the hall. someone sleeps in darkness in the corner in a very old house where its not a comfortable home, but abandoned and dirty. this must be a retrieval situation. She settled back down, and I went for more exploring. just wondering if she expressed what she was afraid of? This time I found myself outside.  It was bright and sunny, and there was a row of three story buildings to my right, a field of yellow grass to my left. I asked if those were the buildings I had been in earlier, and was told yes.  Looked different from the outside, in the daylight. u r trying to bring everything into the light to gain the perspective In the field was a car, light yellow/cream colored, circa 1964-65.  There seemed to be some significance to this car, and it seemed oddly out of place, just sitting there.  It was in pristine condition. this pristine condition is why I thought u were shown a new car to tell u what year you would be retrieving someone from, if this is a retrieval. if it had been a little beat up I would think differently. it could also mean someone died in 1965. it could mean someone is attached to their car or their vehicle of consciousness and took very good care of it, you may have to return to figure this out. if the car is out of place, you have to retrieve the car to the right place..LOL! I never retrieved a car before ;D  seriously, it must be related to the person inside?. I began moving very quickly and was soon in a convertible car, zooming along bumpy dirt roads.  I was not driving.  We came to a steep decline, and I tried to tell the driver we couldn't drive down it.  They assured me we could, and must. now I'm thinking the driver is a guide as they drive you to a place you don't want to go; the road is steep like the basin is deep. the guide says you must, so you will probably do it, and discover what all this relates to that seems unnessesary and there is fear around it. As we began the descent, I found myself returning to C1. I'm not real sure on what I was seeing with all of this, whether it was a retrieval or just a visit.  One thought is that the person inside the building was indeed a stuck spirit.  Somehow connected to that car and the need to complete that descent down the hill? Upon return and contemplation about the dark hallway with the doors..my first thought was "Many doors, many paths to take."

its definetely some sort of retrieval as theres so many doors and maybe this person didn't open those doors because of whats behind them? maybe you could imagine yourself going back and having a talk..I'm sure you could do that and something else might be revealed spontaneously! please tell me what happens. love, alysia