Anyone who reads this and can send pul it would be really appriciated. I really been stressed and having problems. No advice for now just pul. Suport would be nice but please don't judge..I love you all  :-[

Suicide is not a way out of problems.  I will pray for you and try to send you PUL.  Pretty much everyone who is not a materialist agrees that suicide creates more problems than it solves most of time (karmic / judgement reprocussions, ties to the living who suffer because of one's suicide, not working through the difficulties of life, etc).  I don't know you but wish you the best and will try to send you PUL tonight around 5pm Pacific time.

Wade:

I'll send you some love, but If you start to feel it, how are you going to know that it comes from us, rather than from your own inner self? We can only tickle what already exists within you.

Please hang in there. There are other options.

I AM sending you PUL Wade, but as Recoverer said, open up to the PUL in your heart and the very loving being that you are.

Love, Mairlyn ;-)

Hey Wade,
I remember your last posts that you felt bad and I thought of you. And I will continue it and hope that you're going to feel better soon.
Spooky

Thank you all very much.. I know it was wrong to think and start to try I just wanted to go home. I've had a NDE and I just gave up again. I do love myself, I have thought also of the turmoil I would of caused and am reflecting inward to try to resolve this. I was at a weak point and I know things will be better. I just slipped. Big time and will over the weeks to come try to get above this and find my own path. I love you guys and thank you. Let mme know when the next meeting is and I will be there. Saturdays right? well gotta go, with love ,
wade

Wade Wade  :)

I am sending you Love that will wrap your body in a warm soft pink blanket feel the love in your every cell. You are important and you are loved. There is a silver light around the pink blanket that is shining brightly out towards the stars where you come from. Feel the energy come back to you, filling your senses with belonging.  You belong here with us on Earth now, this time you spend with us here is short dont hurry back just yet. Stay with us we feel your presence and it is wanted here.  Feel my love to you Wade. Every moment you are in my thoughts you are wrapping me in a pink blanket of love. Stay here with me. Love is my Pillar of Strength - use it, take it, it is Here for you.

Talk to me at any time you wish.

Don't worry about it, I know how it feels.  If what ever you're doing (career or what ever) is not bringing fufillment, then it's time to move on.  That fixed it for me.  

hey Wade, your post to us is an act of love in itself to us..hope u realized that and give yourself a pat on the  back..hard to reach out..we don't do it enough. I'm sending PUL right now, why should I wait til later?
I'm empathic and can feel in my throat chakra some of those feelings you've been feeling..you know when you reach bottom, it's so far down the only way is up? that kind of feelings.
a lot of folks responded in a beautiful way and that's part of the reason I'm moved here. I'll run my spiel by you too. you did the right thing to post here.

the thing is, getting in your spirit body is just leaving the flesh. sure, it's easier to get around in a spirit body, don't have to drive cars..just float on to whereever, but things look really different over there once you get there, I hear a lot of folks who check out early scratch their heads and drop their jaw and say duh!!  what'd I do that for?

in another life I was a pearl diver on some island...man I was the best. I loved being in the spotlight. came a day some new divers showed up and I knew my replacements had arrived and I just couldn't deal with losing the glory; dived into a rock and took myself out while I was still young enough to turn my direction to something else.

but I didn't see all the possibilities until after I left..so duh...for some reason things always look better in the morning..and the morning light always comes, whether you are dead in body or alive in spirit.

when I get down in the past, I would say "this too shall pass".   http://images.bravenet.com/common/images/smilies/hug.gif   this is you and me having a hug
http://images.bravenet.com/common/images/smilies/grouphug.gif  and heres this thread picture

Theres always someone worse off then yourself. it's something you have to keep in mind.

we are all dealt different hands in this physical exist, but aslong as you have a hand no matter how bad it is, your still in the game, and still in with a chance of winning, play smart, have abit of luck and come out on top.

Sent you a pm.

Rob

Thank you all for your support. I am feeling alot better and my heart goes out to you all. rob_royI answered your pm. I will say this tonight I am happy to be alive!!!!This will take time to fix but I must extend my hand to all as well. If you need to talk or end up like me 2 days past I and I should say we will be here...I am sending all love right now..
Love wade

We're so glad you are still here, Wade!
Please don't leave us.  Just from your recent posts I can see you have such enthusiasm, sensitivity, curiosity--you are a treasure--- and we do!
bets

Hey Wade,

I am glad your feeling better and will be thinking of you. Its good to talk and thats why I love it hear, we can all reach out and no one judges. Im glad you said, thats the first step to getting better talking.

I can't really comment anymore, I love what everyone has written and it all is so true and maybe something is round the corner for you, just have to hang in and find out!

I do believe we get tested here, mainly so we can grow spiritually and mentally. Please don't check out early, come back fighting through, don't let nothing stop what you want to do in this life :)!

Ryan

Wade,

Thank you for posting throughout this difficult time for you.  It is valuable for others to see how we can feel very very troubled at times but can be lifted up when we least expect it.  It is always best NOT to make decisions when we are most troubled or upset.

I am so very glad you are feeling better and more hopeful.  

love, blink