I'm sorta new around here. I've read posts off and on for a few months now. I think what's bringing me back is my own questions and fears about my Journey. I see stuff and experience stuff but there aren't many people that you can talk to that would take you seriously. I guess my biggest question right now is if I'm more in the world of the living or the world of the dead. I'm really not sure how to figure this out. I'm really good at putting things together, but this stuff has been getting to my head. If there is anything that might help me out let me know.

Hello

you got anything specific you want answering?

HI WAYOUTWHERE2 what sort of things have you been experiencing ? deanna

Hi everyone,

I am also a newbie in here and I read a lot of posts in this site and found it is very helful and interesting.  I tried to post my own topic but I have no way to post it up...So, I used this topic to mime...I'm so desperate....so I hope you guys forgive me and I sincerely sorry.

I loved one passed away little over a month by brain aneurysm.  We were so much in love with each other.   He passed away on 1-24-06 exactly a week before his 40th b-day.  He passed away constantly at work(within 10seconds)...And I wasn't there.  I am missing him terribly.  4 or 5 days after his death...I dream of him and saw him with a happy smiley face and I asked him:"do you know that you are already dead and you still smiling at me?...Do you know that you are so lucky that you already die and a lot of people(friends) are still crying and thinking about you?" Then he disappeared very brief.  

And the second time I dream of him was...he was stood next to some guy(look like his co-worker) and I was so happy in the dream and turned to the man next to him and ask for a key...then I turned over ....he disappeared.  I ran and ran so quick to look for him everywhere...but I was disappointed.

Does it mean that He had came back and visited me?...what are the purpose of those dreams that I had?

I call his name everyday and talked to him everyday...sometime I thought I was going crazy and mumbling like a mental illness.  The reason I did that...because I try to contact him.  I used the menthod to relax mind before i go sleep but ever since I saw him in my dreams ...it doesn't happen anymore.

Did he moves on with his lifeafter?  Do you think he will ever forgets about me?....I know those are stupid questions that I had asked.

I'm so desperate to know how he is doing and so.....I miss and love him so much....

Any advice is great appreciation.

Sincerely thanks
Bravi

Bravi said: Does it mean that He had came back and visited me?...what are the purpose of those dreams that I had?
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the purpose of the dreams are so that you can begin to accept the <possibility> that there is continuation of life after death.

as if you weren't wondering you wouldn't have posted your question, which can only be answered by yourself.

unless you have seen a spirit materialize or otherwise used the 5 known senses to detect this other world it is very difficult to believe we do continue on. we do not trust another's 5 senses either. if you read some accounts of NDE it may start to open you up to more possibilities of yourself making contact with loved ones, but right now you are in a normal frame of mind to begin your journey into expanding your mind. the bond you have with him is not breakable. it's eternal. so you can take heart in that u exist in one physical vibrational dimension, while he exists in another that you can rip, like a cloth, if you wish by admitting more possibilities into your mind. get excited. the opportunities to do so abound. my best to you dear, chin up!

wayoutwhere said I guess my biggest question right now is if I'm more in the world of the living or the world of the dead.
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well, you're cool too. I remember some years back we had a similar question to the board, someone said "how do u know if you're dead or not?" boy, did I ever take off on that one! ha ha! not trying to make light of your situation. the fear inside us is there to work thru and we can get rid of fear by working it thru mentally, see what it's about, one fear at a time. you're fine, these questions come up for you and there's nothing wrong with seeking the answers outside of yourself, but eventually the answers come from inside of you. the two worlds are coming closer together right now, but don't worry, you won't be overwhelmed with too much at one time. you are probably ultra sensitive to it right now, and it causes identity crashes temporarily..that is what I hear in your words. crashes are a little uncomfortable, but I do believe you will be just fine, to continue reading and studying of other's experiences from touching this other dimension of ourselves. cheers! enjoy it! it's over so fast (almost a grandma over here, at least I have hope!) alysia

I'd say you're occupying a physical body while at the same time you're experiencing things beyond it.

If somebody got stuck in some limbo zone, and started asking about it, they'd be open enough to see the spirit helpers who want to help them, or the light that people see before they cross over.

What do you see? I see lots of things, and nothing has harmed me thus far.






wrote on Feb 27^th, 2006 at 11:44am:

I'm sorta new around here. I've read posts off and on for a few months now. I think what's bringing me back is my own questions and fears about my Journey. I see stuff and experience stuff but there aren't many people that you can talk to that would take you seriously. I guess my biggest question right now is if I'm more in the world of the living or the world of the dead. I'm really not sure how to figure this out. I'm really good at putting things together, but this stuff has been getting to my head. If there is anything that might help me out let me know.

I dunno...It's so hard to explain, especially without looking like a crazy person. All I know is I'm able to sense and see things that most other people can't. I guess I'll just read posts and respond when I relate.


Thanks Everyone!

Ryan

Way out,

You asked if you were more in the world of the living or the dead.  

I have asked myself the same question many times.  How do you feel?  Are you awake? Do you feel alive? Are your senses fully opening to all that is around you inside and outside of yourself?

We can walk between two worlds.  We can fly if we want to.  Where do you want to go?

love, blink

Hmm Blink, for me it's not that easy. Since I have started doing my mind journeys it's exactly the problem of "walk between the worlds" as I feel not really in one of them, but more between them. Today I wanted the first time to stay there, but I was too aware of my body and it sucks me back. "There" is the perspective of all is consciousness including the physical. But the physical is such strong through the influence of my body. This in between state makes both perspectives appearing less real.
Spooky

Hey wayoutwhere2 and bravi,

welcome to the board!

i cant really comment much as other have said what i think, but can i just say we now have three Ryan's  :o!

Ryan

I feel awake, but it's funny a stranger came up to me the other day out of the blue and told me to wake up.  I get random people saying random stuff to me on occasion. I'm not sure if I should see them as messengers or what. What I do know is that I am able to see the people that are stuck in between. I ride the train quite often. It's funny, I see and sense more spirits on the train than anywhere else. What I do notice most about the world of the living and the world of the dead is a on going war. The war is not between the two worlds but rather good and  evil...or so I think. I can't actually see the battles but I can sense them. I some times see Angels. Late at night during battles they stand on every street corner. They don't have wings or halos, but I can just tell they are angels. I can also spot demons. It's weird I know...I'm not sure if what I'm seeing is real or just a pigment of my imagination. I've had to come to some conclusion about the stuff I have seen and experienced for awhile...to find peace with it...This is the first time I've talked openly about any of it...It's weird to me....but maybe someone out there feels and sees the same stuff...let me know...thanks..ry

I wouldn't call it battles. It's not the armies of the good and the armies of the bad having a sort of apocalyptic agreement. I say the angels you see could be guards and helpers. They protect and set things on the right track. The demons could be spirits that are stuck and/or closed themselves off from evolution and, well yes, "the light side of life". They could also be living in a bad mental and bodily shape you are seeing from an altered state of awareness. So, yes, there's much going on and when you can phase through different states you see it. It would be good though you could somehow identify in which state you see what, just to get some order in it. Order is a fear-preventor (but can also block perception for what's not fitting with it).

Spooky