below  from the book I'm writing and heres something about PUL. have been thinking how lovely it is to be this selfish to feel PUL. durn....love never makes a bit of sense in the end...
should just let the left side of the brain wear itself to a frazzle if it wants to make sense of PUL. Mairlyn tried to warn me. lol.
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Roadsigns:
Holographically, a universe of mirror images would explode into the state of atonement. When you look into the eyes of the beloved the reflection of the love they have for you is seen; you see yourself, and it is this self you love. You have found your completion and why you came here. Life within spirit knows it owns the moment as surely as the becoming is a synchronicity of concert. If we know nothing at all, it is here on Earth that we gain opportunity to know through experience. Without Earth experience you would remain as innocent as a babe and just as immature within more mature spirit realms. Now, if I can just shut DP up for awhile, let me tell you about a lightworker I know. His name is GP. GP is listed in my credits and he is a writer also. Meeting GP out there was like the cosmic awakening kiss to ourselves as stardust. There would be others, but this was so far beyond human romance it wasn’t funny, and yet it was that too.
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now all can see why if anyone's asserts Gordon Phinn's book is fiction I tend to get huffy. His book is called Eternal Life, How to Enjoy it. it is written for the non-religious voyager here IMO and compliments Bruce Moen's and Bob Monroe's books. reading Bruce's and Monroes books or tapes first, gives a solid understanding of GP's.

love and hugs for a fine family Christmas cheer to prevail. alysia

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...was like the cosmic awakening kiss to ourselves as stardust.

:-/

so are you asking, or not?

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...was like the cosmic awakening kiss to ourselves as stardust.

I have to agree with Alysia as I have also met GP out there during partnered exploring.  ;D

Love, Mairlyn  ;D

yes, and frankly, we need to be frank about it! he is a wonderful healer for many I suspect! ;D

good, next you can use your intuition to see what my response would be that your scared of. :)

Dear Alysia,

Don’t know where this thread is headed but thought I do a short intermission.

Anyhow, It’s Christmas Eve and I’ve been in a real funk for weeks.  I guess everything’s caught up with me emotionally even though I’ve been continuing to do what has been necessary to keep things moving at work and at home.  In dancin’ as fast as I can, I must have experienced some sort of systems crash.  It seems that what I enjoy the most, I had to let go-meaning the board.  I have been treasuring the experience of you and I visiting and you’re spotting the other beings around Mac and I.  Sometimes I forget that I have a lot of help and think that I’m doing everything alone, so your reminder helped me to feel much better during this difficult time.  PUL in action in both worlds and when I pay attention, I notice it.  Thanks to all you non-physicals!

Ever since I read Monroe, regarding the individuals available to us, and the fact that there really are no secrets because we’re visiting all the time, I’ve laughed at the petty physical plane spying and going behind peoples back thing.  It’s so archaic!  That’s why I believe all your references to us meeting and that my intentions to communicate with you pm are actually occurring.  That’s also why I may get a little sloppy about responding in writing.  I know that if we’re not catching up on things here, we’re at least doing it there.

So my bro’ #1 visits from the Philippines last week for an early Christmas and he says he’s back into ACIM so I push Gordon’s book on him to take back.  My brother is so British so I think he’ll get a kick out of it.  It’s funny how the two of us in our 50 plus years relationship has come to that feeling/sensing of deep affection beyond our separate beliefs and ways of being in the world.  It’s the between the words and into the silence that I become aware of PUL.  The old egos in both of us are starting to be tamed.  It’s almost like the description given when a mediator seeks the silence between the breathing to reach nirvana.  

I noticed it with a conversation I had with my youngest son when he called about 3 weeks ago.  We did all the yadda, yadda, yadda stuff and mutually noticed at one point that we had different beliefs about psychics and psychic ability and then I noticed that there was a tolerance of acceptance with each of us and it was ok that we had different views.  But the real bonus came when we stopped talking.  He has this was of just being on the phone where the love in his silence is palatable.  I’ve noticed it before but this time was the first time that I realized that he merely wanted us to stay connected and be there together with each other.  As a talky person, silence for me can be threatening.  So today he called again, you know with cell phones you can be anywhere and I was in the check out at the pharmacy.  I get the chance to thank him for that last call and the silence and he comments that he’s growing up and not feeling such urgency to push and more able to just be. I’m learning that PUL can be recognized sometimes in some relationships by just being together without words or doing and Oh what a loving thing it is.  

One other thing, for Christmas, I had hoped to have a picture for my posts so I had my brother take a picture in my poker pants, these were for the son mentioned above-but so far no luck getting in on the web-Oh well.

Love to all and especially to you-dear friend, Jean  :-*      

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ok, will do. thanks for the memories. love, alysia

alysia,
no need to thank me for your memories. heh

but you said:
"I'd ask why the long face Raz but I'm scared to..."

in past tense, what were you scared I would say?
I thought that was wierd that your scared of what i would say...
i mean, doing this  :-/ to a quote about 'a cosmic awakening to stardust kisses'....i know what your thinking...that im  thinking youve dropped acid or something, or are riding a magic bus of somesort...but hey, i did think that when i read that statement, and that seemed to be the proper emoticon for the expression on my face when i read that statement. so there you go.

wrote on Dec 24^th, 2005 at 9:41pm:

alysia, no need to thank me for your memories. heh but you said: "I'd ask why the long face Raz but I'm scared to..." in past tense, what were you scared I would say? I thought that was wierd that your scared of what i would say... i mean, doing this  :-/ to a quote about 'a cosmic awakening to stardust kisses'....i know what your thinking...that im  thinking youve dropped acid or something, or are riding a magic bus of somesort...but hey, i did think that when i read that statement, and that seemed to be the proper emoticon for the expression on my face when i read that statement. so there you go.

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heres the words as I wrote them: "cosmic awakening kiss to ourselves as stardust."

not the way you wrote them "cosmic awakening to stardust kisses.."

you put your own meaning on it and changed it. there were no stardust kisses..that's entirely different meaning.
we are the stardust and so is everyone stardust. that was the meaning I wished the reader to see. we are not the planet, we are the dust from the planet and if we come together, we form the planet itself. if not we can waste our time here arguing over our divine right to our opinion that someone is on acid, so they must need this pointed out that they are taking drugs to our perception, to write such a thing. to what purpose would that serve? that you may be right? and if I were on acid, do u care?
I'm not wanting to stir up a hornets nest to respond to a negative comment.
I truly wanted to know if you were sad because I don't want to make someone sad and that wasn't my point in writing what I wrote, so I was surprised to see a little sad icon. I see you were baiting me, and I took the bait. now that you've gotten a rise out of me, is there anything else you want from me? if I had it to give, I suppose I would give it. I suspect if I questioned your icon this conversation would occur. and it's not conducive to the board's well being and not on topic, that's why I said I was scared.
it's ok if u want to put me down by saying I'm on a magic bus or on acid. truth is I AM on a magic bus and loving it. my acid dropping days are done with.

now, with that divulgence which is equally off topic and benefits no one, lets let this thread die a natural death..I was just trying to share something that was beautiful for me, geez...
what a bummer to be misunderstood...
maybe I can do something about the words...to make it acceptable and understood..maybe not, but I like to write about astral journies and will continue; you may have a valid point that I seem unreal and maybe even like a goofy person..hmm. theres really alot of goofy people to keep me company here, you as one for example.

ah...the real romance is with the written word and how it can effect us..is it not?

I'll try the KISS method..keep it simple silly, that way you can't be misunderstood.

back to the book with that consideration. bye now..ah...the sweet obsession with forumitis..I just know it's going to kill me soon, then I will be riding the magic bus for certain! ps. I wish everyone here adventure, love in your life, and never a dull moment whether you are dead or alive...or I mean non/physical or physical..2006 is almost here and we are still riding the waves...
my new years resolution is to try not to obsess over this board's up and down energy coming in. Some of the comments made are totally unnecessary. I may have to start doing a lot of scrolling by and being very selective in order to maintain my own purposes..just to appreciate your comments and a sense of being together in support of each other one and all.

hey, its a response you didnt like. thats what your scared of.
But i see the amount of justification that went into your response.
I gave you my opinion.

Saying even...
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we are the stardust and so is everyone stardust. that was the meaning I wished the reader to see.

Well, what does that mean to the reader?
We are stardust?