I woke up around 5:30 am to drop my dad at the airport and came back to fall asleep around 7:30 am.

At some point I woke up with my entire (I want to say soul or the part that is not physical) vibrating like a tuning fork -- very rapidly....my eyes were still closed when I became aware of this...as I opened them I saw a sort of a kaliedoscope of purple tiles I want to say with the same level of illumination as you would expect to see in a kaliedoscope...

I asked myself..."Am I dead ?" then I sensed a lot of weight on my chest as I tried to move my body...and I also became aware that the virbating part of me was sort of in a tussle with something...like a fight of sorts...

I felt a bit weak and helpless and then just sort of fell asleep again...to end up having some very vivid erotic dreams (how weird)

WHAT WAS ALL THIS ABOUT ? Is this something that anyone can explain this to me...what was that intense vibration in me...how come my eyes were seeing that kaliedoscope...what was that weight and the sense of being in a tussle with something...are the vivid erotic dreams related ????

Thanks for your help.

hey,
I can't help much but will give you something to think about while all the others here collect there thoughts and reply and will be able to help you a lot more!

But the only connection i got was the intense vibrating. Have you ever heard of the terms going out of body, or out of body experiences? Do you know much about them? If not do a search or ask some questions here...

...When you go out of body, espcially in the beginning after you have relaxed and gone through the stages (if you read about this there are astages such as relaxed, breathing, imagination/quieting the mind to go OOB, anyone can) then a intense vibrations comes along, I have had this many times, haven't even thought to open my eyes though but then i knew what it was about.

If you keep with this vibration you go OOB. Maybe you were on the way!

The purple tiles i haven't a clue!

And the eroctic dreams maybe that was on your mind so thats what you dreamed about...??

Ryan

erotic and spirituality are closely related experiences within ELS I have been told and since came to believe it is true. as well, I must confess I had some trouble with that concept and perhaps still do , shall have to explore it some more.
I have more or less noticed that religion has made the open and frank discussion of sexuality a taboo subject. its not. spirit happens to be divided into polarity forms here; as such we go along balancing our male and female characteristics within a spiritual domain.

I will tell you I have experienced and compared the vibrations within the sexual act and the going out of body act to be one and the same type of frequency, which is one reason I used to want those pleasurable sensations, just to be exploring this major curiosity of myself. I thought that some outside force was attempting to awaken me into spiritual areas of being. in other words, was I more than this body?

this is what I think is happening to you. the first chakra which spins with energy is located in the groin area...forget about taboos and think of this area as the procreative with God organ area..I believe you are as connected to your higher self, which is connected to God, your more unlimited self as the rest of us are..this higher self is probably working on you to awaken you, get you thinking about things...

it appears as a process..the more you meditate or think about it, the more developed you become to understand yourself. the struggle with it you incur is part of the awakening to yourself and has fear around it. we tend to work with these two basic emotions of fear and love to build our paradigm for growth into spiritual areas.

it occurred to me you might have a succubus spirit awakening you to yourself...however, there is an issue with fear around this kind of terminology that I wish for you to avoid the fear. alas, there are no succubus' out there to fear....I have met them all in flesh...lol. just kidding. it helps to think of spirit visitors as just non/physical beings attracted to you for whatever learning you both can encounter. you are safe within your love of self and God and goodness.

your wondrous journey has begun. go courageously into it and  I see your enthusiasm is leading you into some discoveries most rapidly!  love, alysia

ps. we are children, we are explorers of the universe, we have a right to be here.

Hi Raj-
As Alysia pointed out, there is a close connection between the lower chakras. If it weren't for a close connection between spirit and sex, we'd have to have babies without souls. Tantra exploits this connection when properly done with deep meditations.

The experience was essentially kundalini energies moving about, indicating a high degree of spiritual advancement. Purple "mandala shapes" are common. The ajna chakra (brow) often appears as a sort of small blue dot with lighter whiteish glowing regions vaguely resembling wings or petals to the right and left.  A chakra chart might (or might not) help clarify what chakra was dominant according to the number of petals - less often colors, since these are somewhat subjective.

If you want to do more of this, the 1:4:2 healing breath and meditation on the kundali and manipura chakras, while using maha bandha, might be an interesting exercise.

dave

I thought I was going to be gone for a few days, but things change.

I was just going to ask my guides about the connection between intuition/spirituality and sexual energy. I was going to have to use a medium for this one. I noticed it within myself. I have noticed that it's easier to be clairsentient with someone I am attracted to, and very powerful with someone I have bonded with, slept with. So powerful in fact, that I can't turn it off.  Thanks for answering the question for me.

This is fascinating ! Thank you all for some amazing insight into all this...

Looking at the chakra charts -- the color was distinctly violet, associated with the seventh chakra, and the shape was the petals that Dave talks about...there were many petals...

The vibration level was so intense that I could hear a buzzing sound in my ears...

What is so fascinating about this is the context of my life at the moment -- I have gone through some MAJOR transitions in my life recently, and  I had opened the door to understanding the separation from my wife, and then leaving town (moving from DC to Chicago) to start a new job -- and away from my son...Linn Conyers helped me with a great reading with some good messages from my spirit guides...have I opened the door to something as a result ?

Here is the clincher: the vivid dreams were me making love to my wife who I am separated from...in my dream, at first I was making love to someone, then I looked up and saw that it was my wife, I then remember distinctly saying to myself "ofcourse, it can be noone else"...we proceeded to kiss and there was a tremendous outpouring of emotion in this dream...it was VERY VIVID...and I also knew sort of that I was dreaming...again, was this a message associated with my open/aware state or simply my subconscious working through some repressed emotions ?

Alysia -- thanks for your wonderful interpretation of this. I should have been in fear at the realization of what was happening but I was not, infact, I did not push myself to wake up and get out of bed. Infact, I had a sense that it was okay to experience what I was experiencing and maybe best to reenter the sleep state.

Raj

I don't have anything to add about the sexual part, but the vibrations can lead in a different direction, ie out of body
and one person who has written about the vibrations themselves is Albert Taylor, whose site is linked below.  You can also find this link  by going to "Resources" above and then to "Links".

http://www.alberttaylor.com/

I'm trying to fathom this thing about getting out of the body and the way the vibrations are linked to sexuality, which initially gets us all into a body. Pretty strange.

Oh Alysia, that's poetic...procreative with God...God and me procreating...flesh of my flesh....sweet little babe...I got teary-eyed because my little flesh of my flesh is feeling his teenage testosterone and exerting himself with me. He has no idea how I do wish he could truly run his own life; when he washes his own clothes and dishes I will quit inquiring if his homework is perfect....maybe I'll show him these posts; I keep telling him there is another aspect to sex but I don't think that's the one he and his buds discuss....