I think Alysia wanted us to start a new thread for our Saturday reports.

I went this morning with no special expectations and here's what happened for me.  I used some Monroe music for meditation.  When I got to the Crystal I was drawn right to it and laid my whole self against it.  It was beautiful, smooth, gigantic.  It felt irresistable.  

I gradually became aware of others around me.  This will sound a little "witchy" but I saw everyone in long robes with hoods.  I made the request as I greeted a few people to put the hoods back from their faces.  A gentleman extended a small basket but I couldn't see inside of it.  I turned and saw Alysia and gave her a hug.  I saw Shirley just behind her smiling.  There was a dark haired gentleman beyond her who gave me the most enchanting smile.  There were so many around the Crystal and I couldn't see all the way around it.  There was some movement and at some point we all joiined hands around the Crystal.  I really began feeling strong vibrations of love at this point.  It felt like we moved our arms up and down in some way.  I felt White Feather's hand in mine and said, Isn't this Wonderful?  I don't know if she was right next to me but I was able to communicate that.  There was a great feeling of love and joy throughout me at this point.  I felt and saw the countryside around us expanding in a vibration of love.

Some kind of energy began coming from the Crystal in a long blue strand.  I followed it in my mind to what looked like a huge blue flowerish thing way up in the sky(?).  I was asking myself, what is this?  Then I remembered everyone below me.  I felt for them and said, I'm going for now, I love you, goodbye.

love, blink

A small addition:

This energy is still in my home after an hour and a half.  One of my cats lay down beside the other one on the floor.  He laid his paw over the other one's paw and sat there like that.   Holding "hands" ---  My husband and I stood and watched because this is the first time we have ever seen it in these two older cats.

love, blink

A great way to charge up on energy is to enter the crystal. It's an amazing feeling. ;-)

Love, Mairlyn ;-)

moving right along here...say...I still don't know what day it is, as maybe you had your saturday yesterday too? :D  hey! you guys I'm beginning to live totally outside of linear time! ha ha!
well Blink, I see some correlations between my take and yours so I'm ready to post and thanks, we needed a new thread and it's only our 2nd week! I'm still playing secretary, so maybe last nite the entity who was telling me "factual data" only was meaning for me to list these points only and not get sidetracked as I usually do begin chatting like some kind of social queen (past life, you see) ;D
ok, ahem....it begins....your perceptions up to mine:
1) wasn't there a lot of good vibrations there? I was occassionally overwhelmed with the love and joy..
2) There were a lot of people, more than the 17 I had written down.
3) As if I'd thought of it, I shouted we all hold hands and raise our hands up and do some toning in our particular way..I enjoyed the sounds.
4) I hugged about 3 or 4 people and didn't know I was going to do that...
5) I saw energy coming off the crystal as we put our energy into it and it made a band of white around the world and shot search lights, criss crossing down unto the earth mostly on one side of the earth were these white search lights which overlapped, but the white band was all around the Earth. there appeared some fireworks display and showers of this sprinkled down upon the Earth also.

then I ran around the crystal looking for those on my list, but first I observed Bruce and Bob Monroe watching. Bob said he was "liking this very much." Moen was smiling.
I found Anna and took her hand and placed it on the crystal to feel the energy. then I told her to "believe."
I found Ricky (Ricardo) and already mentioned we danced a waltz. (I wanted to do the charleston!)
I found Tim F and wondered what song he would play, in my imagination, I'm sure, he played "I'm an old cowhand, from the Rio Grande, somthing about "rootin, tootin" well, it was cute Tim! whether I made it up or not! Shirley I saw with a cute floppy brimmed pink hat which I was thinking might clash badly with her lovely hair! but I applauded such a one who stands out from a crowd to make a bold splash on the canvas of life....I found Hannah, with lots of light around her and a big smile, she is adding something quite mellowed within her love for the group...she is quite happy also....Lucy seemed to have fluffly dark hair, is this true? shoulder length it seemed..oh and I asked her how are you doing these days? she said much better than previously we talked...I asked a few more people the same thing. I think I found most of those I had written on the list but don't have a lot of details, saw a lot of smiles of lovingness....Tim has such a nice smile.....so benign....Ryan has a great smile, but then we knew that, right? I did see Timber there too, although he did not say he would be there. and I saw Romain, another board member there.
ok, that's about it for now. I did enjoy myself, but figure I was too emotional to deal with the facts I was supposed to gather...
now I see Mair has posted, someone was there saying to enter the crystal, and I suppose that was Mair now, most of us did enter it and went out the top of it spiriling up; thats when the band and search lights developed. my own agenda was circumvented briefly when we merged in the crystal, which was fine!

oh, just remembered, now that Blink mentions her cats....my dog a chihuahua, white, was bugging me when i did this, squirming all over me for love, so I just decided to take her with me for awhile there, she was acting up so cute...

Alysia, I can relate to the sense of lost time this week.  I have felt very "spacey" in a great way.

I did see the sparks/fireworks.  In my view they sort of warped into the blue thread of energy coming up from the Crystal.  That part was all kind of happening at the same time.  Afterwards I followed the blue upwards.

All for now.  Can't wait to hear from the others.

love, blink

Hey!

Well just wondering what time do you guys try normally? I know time isn't a factor (can't understand that yet! lol) but would like to try still at roughly the same time. I will try when i go to bed tonight, and i will wake up early tommorow morning as i think you guys are 7 hours behind me i think...not too sure.

Ryan

10 pm saturday night for me, what time would that be for you? counting 7 hours back from 10 would be 3pm for you? would that work for you around 3pm? if so let me know, you might be busy at that time, so thats why we don't try to synchronize times...but let me know, I'm willing to experiment my end for synchronization..this is a side experiment for you and me though, I don't mind if anyone else shows up. meet you at the crystal! I'd like to dive into the crystal this time, wanna try? ;D  write me back, I can change the time here to 11pm or 9pm or anytime of your time, but u have to pick the time. hows your math ;D ?

btw, this synchronization, although not necessary in the long run, I had a most extraordinary meeting with my partner in Australia, about 18 hours difference in time zone, we somehow figured it out by going on the internet and looking at world wide time zones, yes, we were anal! ;D  we "felt" each other, me more than her though...then her phone rang in real time, knocked me off the bed ;D just kidding..I was perturbed though that she went and answered the phone and left me dangling there... ??? I won't do this kind of thing if you don't turn off your phone! haha!  the feeling I had was a reverberation throughout my astral emotional body; I was receiving her anxiety over the phone ringing at an inappropriate time she thought...later, I'm glad it happened as it turned out to be my confirmation I was really there...however, I don't need a repeat of that! lol, it hurts! ok, I'm too sensitive, whatever! love ya! ;D

Hey!

Sounds good and i will switch my phone off, that doesn't sound nice! Although i am actually 7 hours forward than you lol sorry i wasn't clear so if you trid at 11pm that would be 6am my time so i would aim to wake up at 5:45am and then sit for 10minutes in bed and then try just so i don't fall asleep again but if thats ok?

I will try when i go to sleep as well. In fact i just tried now and i started to lose feeling in my body, i lost my arms and part of my legs, the rest of my body was ready but i go stuck, so i opened my eyes and streched and then tried again and it was starting to happen but then my sister came and knocked on my door again so see if i want pudding because my dad asked....

You have to believe when isay i can't wait to move out!!! lol

See what happens later and tommorow morning.

Ryan

I also forgot to say, i tried to see the crystal as part of an imagination way to explore but found it really hard and couldn't see anything, i imagined meeting up but nothing really happened.

One weird thing though was i saw loads and loads of people come into my awareness, i'm talking about hundred (i was laying down for about an hour trying!) but like in the darkness people would fade in and out looking at me, five at a time all changing at different times. Weird!

Ryan

Ok..so, I'm an hour ahead of Alysia..making it 11my time? ???  I get so confused..I know its an hour.  When we crossed into NM last spring, my cell phone changed, but not the car radio, talk about confused! ;D

hello,
i'll also wake up at the morning and hope i'll have some obe or lucid dream. today night i'll try really hard and hope to meet you all!

see ya

Anna

hi Ryan and Shirley...well isn't 6am kind of early for you Ryan? actually, I'd rather try 12 midnight here so then you could set your alarm for 6:45? is that better for you? I'm only going to do a 20 minute thing at tops, because I'm only good for that. I know you can do an hour but you seem to have more energy for this thing than me...maybe all this time stuff doesn't matter anyway, just thought I'd tell you I'm only good for short runs.... ;D  ha! now watch the time get away from me again! sounds like your little sister might pop in at any time?
also forgot to mention the times I did explorations were on full moons..apparently when its a full moon in America, it's a full moon in Australia...learned something...it has been proven more strange things happen on a full moon than other times..some kind of energy there in the moon..full moon or not, I'll give it a shot...love, alysia

Hey

I don't mind, whateva is easier for you. 6am or 7am is ok, i have been getting up for 6am anyway for work for the past few months so doesn't bother me but whateva time is ok.

Normally when i do this i get to a scertain point, 20-30mins and i get "running legs" or something similar throughout my whole body and i need to move, for some reason i could lay there for an hour today lol.

I just hope something happens, well i know it will, more like i hope i can conciously get there and have a direct experience or at least remember something...

Bit off topic but I have just watched a TV programme second week running over here in the UK called "afterlife". Its fiction about a woman medium who can see and have contact with spirits and the whole story is about people believing her and her troubles as these spirits come whenever they want, proper drama! I quite like it and am getting hooked!

Ryan

oh and Ryan, it is hard to project to a place you've never been to in physical reality, so I think u did good anyway to sense a 100 or more people; that's progress too.  one way to think about projection is to consider how spirits on the other side do it...they simply "think" about where they want to go and they arrive...while we have to get in a car and drive there!  not fair, huh?

ha ha! so just think about the crystal. you can also find a map and map it out, sometimes that helps to set an intention for an obe.

Blink, I've been spacey awhile...driving down the street it's like I have ground myself and remind myself I'm here now...feels funny, kinda good actually...it's not like I'm going to have an accident, it's more like I just woke up in the body or something :D

Shirley, if u are confused...well, I want to be confused too! I feel so good about you lately..can't describe it properly....

Hey Alysia!

I didn't sense these people at the cyrstal couldn't get there! It was while i was waiting in that blackness for something, might be me in that area though i'm not sure...

Just wonderign as well so i know, what time are you planning to go out so i can set my time correctly my end. Not sure whether to get up at 5:45am or 6:45am, ether time is ok but oviously the later the better haha more of a lie in lol! No but i seriously don't mind what works best for you as i would have been asleep anyway so hopefully will be halfway there ;D!

Ryan

ok, I'll do 12am and you do 7am where u are.
I don't think you can make it to the crystal because you are saying you can't. I'll look for you at the crystal first, if I can't find you, I'll  need your permission to enter your room and I'll probably notice you didn't pick up in there. lol... we have to be in agreement or it won't work. wish you would meet me at the crystal, my preference....would you agree to stop saying you can't? it's going to block it.

lol always make me smile! You have permission to get me lol but i know i can get to the crystal don't worry, i just need to get out there and mind travel again which getting quite good at now with trying to find Vicky!

Ok at 6:50am i will get up and keep my eyes open for 5 minutes then try and meet ya and everyone else! Can't wait! see you all at the crystal where were gonna have loads of fun ;D!

Ryan

I think I can have some problems to find place I've never seen before, so you can do whatever can help ;D

see ya,
Anna

Ryan, just now thought of something. have you listened to "my signature" at my website where I sing? this is my emotional tone...I don't know how speedy is your internet to play the song, but it took Hannah an hour to load the thing up...just depends on if you have dsl...dsl or cable is faster internet. anyway, it would help you zero in..that signature thing is important..
I have this theory, you see, that why we can talk to family members who are deceased is because we have their signature better than just acquaintences...I think I have yours pretty well...may be the reason you couldn't find Vicky too, have to "get to know her better" what do u think? ps. you don't have to click on the song itself, it should start playing for you sooner or later....

Hey,

Unfortunatly I'm at my dads so can't, his PC is old and nothing loads but i will definatly listen tommorow night. I hope i have your signiture, well an idea, we have met a few times aready and more im sure that I am unaware off. We met on my retrival and i also met you when you were younger! I am starting to recognize your energy so i hope I have your signiture enough to meet you tonight.

I'm not sure with Vicky, its an interesting one! And i did end up running in circles after her lol! When will we find each other!? lol. Its weird as well weve both had the same experience where we have felt each others presences as well so I'm sure thats a good sign. I was at work one day and wasn'tthinking about here at all (which is why i think i didn't make it up) and suddenly she was behind me and i could sense her there so i was like oh hiya! didnt see you there! I tried to give her something for proof and also shouted at her (haha in a good way, we have agreed to shout at each other) just to startle each other a bit to try and remember, hasn't worked yet! ;D

Ryan

wrote on Oct 1^st, 2005 at 3:28pm:

I think I can have some problems to find place I've never seen before, so you can do whatever can help ;D see ya, Anna

___

just say maybe I can. just close your eyes and say "let me try for a few minutes, maybe I can get there. thats all I ever did ;D  ask for a guide, but it can't be me, but your own guide....

ha ha! I know about the shouting thing. my husband shouted at me to call about his insurance after he died. I was like, ok! u don't have to shout. but he probably did have to!  then my mother, still alive, she shouted at me too! jumped a foot off the bed just as I was drifting off into a nice sleep...yes ma, I'm listening...please don't hollar at me! ;D  whatever works..eh?

lol thats funny ;D, always having to shout!

well if i start to lose focus just give me a good old shout haha getting closer now, so excited!

RYan

I just asked guides what Ryan needs and if I can help. a wise old sage guide said "tell Ryan about patience."
I said well, he's not going to go for that! and is patience anything to compare with leaps of faith? (thought I had him stumped there ;D) but he said that patience and faith are very much related..so thats your message Ryan!

oh, not through quite yet...so I was thinking how to help people get to the crystal and they said (there were two of them, one talked more) imagine a river of light that goes there and float on the river..it takes you right there real easy...
ok see ya later! Ryan, don't get too excited! I know, thats like saying "DONT THINK OF PINK ELEPHANTS!"
ha ha!

Hello all, again I am sorry I had to work all day and can't be on the Net at work!  So not fair!

Okay, well I actually have some results, albeit very little results.  But I am happy to report them.  

Last night I wanted just to get a feel for imagining the crystal so that I could prepare.  I also wanted to try Alysia's imagination technique which I feel worked very well, thanks Alysia.  (Actually, all of this talk on these PE threads has been very helpful and exciting).

Anyway, here's what I experienced:

I practiced using my imagination to visualize what the crystal looks like and what it felt like to be there.  I made up in my mind what TMI looks like, and imagined a huge back deck that overlooks a sort of pasture with trees lining the area far away past the pasture.  In the middle of this pasture was the crystal.  The pasture is sort of downhill from the deck.  This was all just my imagination, and I wanted to make it all feel more real and stable, so I pretended that Bruce was there with me.  I imagined him popping into the scene walking up to me.  (This was easy for me to imagine since I've met Bruce before and we talked long hours, so I already know his energy).  

We held hands and walked forward to the end of the deck and Bruce said, "This is nice.  It's nice to be here.  Thanks for inviting me".  

(I thought to myself, I didn't make that up!)

I looked at him because I was surprised that my "made-up Bruce" talked.  He was facing forward, looking toward the crystal below.  

I then heard, "Ok, you jump first!"  And I remember thinking, What? Jump?  Wait a minute...did he say that or did I say that?  

I guess Bruce said it because I didn't remember thinking that!  (And what did it mean?  Were we to jump down to the crystal, jump into it, or onto it?)

I think I was shocked to see that I wasn't making this up anymore so I know that I got startled out of it.  I lost the whole image and feeling and was suddenly aware of being in my body in bed again.  

Well, it definitely was fun to use that technique so I will try that again.  

So...did anybody see me and Bruce jumping or anything?  

Love you guys,
Vicky

PS--Hi Bruce, so glad you are back!

Cool Vicky...I'm stunned...you're doing it. but it's not my imagination method you describe, it's Bruce's! well I mean I got it from his books all my ideas mostly. yes, I'm glad you invited him too, it's so good to see him join us. I know he's there too! jump, eh? you know, I was just thinking today about Bruce's "leaps" in his book he made.
let's all try that....leaping stuff....yea...might be a very fine thing....

That's right, when he was learning to leap in and out of the water!  Ah man, I can't believe I got startled away!  I will try again tonight for sure.

Didn't mean to give credit to the wrong person, ha ha.  I just mean that you have been encouraging me for some time now, and I am finally feeling ready to get back into the swing of things after my session in the "void".  I'm ready to have things happen again.  

I'm really excited--can't wait to see what else happens!

hey, I'm back...anybody surprised? ;D  was thinking I wished you would put your pic up over here..just copy the img tag address at photo bucket and paste it in the right place in your profile down at the bottom. it might help some of the newbies find you or recognize you out there Vicky!
was also thinking about all that leaping me and Spooky were doing last week, me in my dream...you leading me into a room where we would make plans with others....I think all that is happening.

heres something about visuals...when I first saw Bruce's pic (I never met him or even talked to him in physical reality like u have) well, when I first saw his pic I went into a shock state...because he looks familiar, but he looks younger when I've seen him out there (aren't we all?) :D  I guess not everybody works off a picture, but I've heard of this, that certain sensitives can pick up information this way...and I definetly was blown away...but I love your face too Bruce..just thought I'd throw that in ;D

Hey!

Well I'm awake, i couldn't get to sleep, went past that stage and so i wrote part of a song which i am going to work on and just thought screw it ill stay up and try at the same time we planned!

Just wondering Alysia what time is it over there for you? Its 4:15am in the morning here....which means i have got 2 1/2 hours to go i think...

Ryan

I can't believe you're still awake, such a young whipper snapper! ha ha! it's 9pm here in Roswell and I have 3 hours to go, ok 2 hours and 45 minutes! ha ha!

I did try to paste the pic here once, but for some reason it was distorted and looked bad!  

I guess I need to ask Bruce to size it right for me.  When I get my new computer I will get a better pic of me up.

I know what you mean, it helps to know what people look like.  But I especially like meeting people in person because then you get to feel their energy, their aura.  That really helps.  

Bruce is a big sweetie, really really kind.  And no, I'm not just saying that in case he's reading...

;)

I just realized, I haven't had a chance to read all the PE posts thoroughly, I'm gonna have to go back over them all to get all the details so far.  Leaping?  What's with all the leaping?  I must have missed that.
Love, Vicky

Hi All

I wasn't going to say anything because I didn't feel that anything happened last night but after reading Vicky's post I will mention this.

Last night (Australian time 1am which doesn't tally  with any of the times mentioned but I'm not going to let that worry me at all) - I lay down in bed and decided to try the visualisation method.  I thought of the crystal and immediately saw myself standing on a deck at the back of a house looking at the crystal which appeared to be  in a large field with lots of trees around it.  I couldn't get past this so just lay there thinking of being on the deck and looking down at the crystal in the distance.  As I was so tired I decided to go to sleep and try again today.  

Irene

Hi Irene,

Maybe thats as far you were allowed to go? Because now you have been there and have a feel for it, it sounds like preperation for tonight/morining to me!

Have you see the picture of the crystal? I'm not sure about the deck but it being surrounded by trees and in a field sounds spot on from the one picture ive seen!

Ryan

I've just noticed that photobucket has a place to edit and resize your pic. but never mind. just an idea.

Anna, I will visualize finding you my dear to bring you in...hope i do ok to find you. we want you there.
see you later, alysia

Okay, I'm totally upset with me, but I gave it my 'best shot' (twice), and came up close to zero.  Very frustrating, since I've been able to at least see the Crystal a few times, without hardly trying, and of course this time I was really trying!

First, around 9PM my time, I tried in my 'puter room here, lit a candle near the picture which I have printed and hanging here, very pretty.  Very softly, I had Renaisance cathedral-type music in the background.  (Might be connected with blink seeing everyone in hooded robes?)  Anyway, try as I might, I couldn't zone out, and just when I thought I might be getting close, my little Yorkie decided to do his clockwise circles that he does before lying down, with his little toenails clicking the floor and I was totally  ::) awake!  

So, although I never go to bed this early, I thought that might work.  Not much luck.  I had some impressions that I'll share, but I don't think they really are anything.  Just when I thought I finally could see the crystal, it became engulfed in a grey/blue swirling satin.  I felt as if there were a lot of people, but couldn't actually see anyone.  I felt as if Tim F. wore a baseball-type cap, and I felt as if Ricardo climbed over that fence to come toward the Crystal, but it's not as if I could actually see them, if that makes any sense.

I decided that since I just couldn't seem to reach all of you and get to the Crystal, that I would send a love-beam to each of you, as much as I knew you, and the first was to Vicky (who I really haven't had personal contact with yet), but as I sent the beam it seemed to become a necklace of tiny little shiny red hearts.  I thought, well, that's cool, since I'd visualized the love-beam like a string-slim laser of light from my heart shooting out, but it turned into a heart necklace!

I tried to send one to everyone, but I only "know" a few of you as far as remembering names, or what you've previously said here, but I'll tell you what each necklace of love beams turned into as I sent them, as best as I can remember.  Mairlyn: opals; Alysia: emeralds; Ricardo: garnets; Ryan: polished agates, all colors; Kathy: pearls; Shirley: diamonds; Anna & Lucy: one turned into amythests and one seemed like rose quartz but I can't remember for sure.  I sent more, and they all seemed to become stones/crystals of some kind, all tiny strings on a heart-beam!  Go figure!  

So, I don't know if any of the above relates in any way ... I wish I didn't feel disappointed, but I do.  I was feeling sort of cocky, as if I could/would just do this, piece of cake, and I couldn't even get close!  Then I slipped into sleep, and woke up with a start to the sound of a door shutting.  It was around 11 PM then, and I jumped up and saw a red light on my deck ... dog didn't bark ... no one was there ... no one had shut the door!  

I live way out in the country~woods.  Hubby's off on a job further north.  No one shut that door, and no one was shining a red light!  Happily not much ever scares me, although I do get startled sometimes (like right then) ... but, all is well.  

So ... all this writing to share pretty much zilch!  Don't give up on me though, 'cause I'm not ready to give up by a long shot!  Eager to read how you astral troopers did now.  

Love,
Willowheart~Hannah

Hannah, that was lovely!

I had difficulty also.  We are in the same time zone, and it was about the same time.  I always go to bed early, makes it easier to get up at 4am for work during the week.

I did get to the crystal..and like you, I knew others were there, but could not figure out who was who.  There was a distraction or block somehow.

I slipped into another dreamscape though.  One I've been to before.  Its an apartment complex/hotel type place.  Lots of people living close together.

I was with another woman, walking to "our" room.  Someone else came running, saying "You've got to leave now, they are coming for you!"  As we turned to go, there was a very old woman on a bed in the hall.  She had died, but no one covered her.  I remember thinking she should be covered, but there was no time to do so.

We had some confusion on where to go.  Someone suggested "7-11".  My first thought was "A conveniance store?"  But it wasn't.  It was more like an address.

So, the other woman and I headed to the parking lot, where a third woman had a car waiting..an old Camero/TransAm type.  It was brown.

We got in the car and zoomed away.  Pulled into the parking lot of a chinese restaurant.  My husband pulled in too, he was upset about something and just got some food and left.  (which is odd..he doesn't care for chinese)

Before he left, I tried to convince him to bring me my yarn..see, I had a crochet hook in my hand..he wouldn't, I tossed it in my bag and went inside.

The restaurant had like "mini bars" set up.  One, two or three spaces for people.  I sat alone.

Then..I woke up.

I tried again this morning, about an hour ago.  I had a hard time getting to the crystal again, but finally did.  No one was there and it felt..sad.  A man came up from behind, circling me with his arms..then I was back here again.

Just an observation:
Perhaps we are trying too hard?  Seems we have more connections when we don't work up so much expectation..

Ok, so I ended up meditating on the train around 4 pm Eastern time.  I feel that I visualized the TMI crystal, especially concentrating on the platform it rests on, and the verdant green pastures from the views.  At first, I immediately saw about a dozen people in druid type beige robes.  They seemed to be holding hands in a circle.  I think I saw Alyssia - she was clearly the hostess.  There was writing on the two inner seams of your robe, marked off with straight lines.  It appeared to be druid to my untrained eye.  Alyssia appeared very revved up and happy.  Sorry, Alyssia, you dressed in the same beige robes, not white, but your robe did stand out with the writing on the seams.

I then concentrated on introducing myself.  That I was Matthew, AKA Doc M.  That my last name started with an O.  And that my codeword was "rosebud."  At that point, I said "I should really leave some rosebuds here.  And so, I visualized leaving that as a sign.  Especially for Kathy.  I tried to visualize others, but was not that successful.  I tried to project a visual image of myself.

I wouldn't consider it a total failure, but it wasn't as "real" as it could have been.  Still, I think there was some communication there.

Love

Matthew

I brought my guitar to the crystal... played and sang "Looking For A Rose" lyrics and sample of Scott Ainsley singing this is here:  http://cattailmusic.com/LyricsandNotes/Looking.htm

Alysia seemed to be absolutely hyper with excitement and helping everyone to make the experience conscious.  I have trouble recognizing people so I focus on Tim since I know his signature.  I feel Tim, but what I see is the man playing the guitar icon that Ricky talked about on Linn's board.  Ok... so I think Tim is playing a Jimmy Hendricks song.  But I only think this because of the icon and what Ricky said.  I think Tim brought Lucy with him, but I'm not sure as there seems to be a man next to him.

I decide to look for Matthew, but I have trouble finding his signature.  I remember "rosebuds" is his code name so I focus on this hoping that this will help me find him.  I do see rosebuds and they are pink.  What color of rosebuds did you leave Matthew?  I start singing "Looking for a Rose" again thinking maybe he will find me.  

Then I'm back with Tim again where a crowd has gathered.  The feeling in this is pure joy of being with dear friends.  Mairlyn is there and is wearing purple.  She's also holding something that looks like a light... maybe a candle.  While trying to focus on what Mair has, I click out and then later find myself sitting on the TMI deck looking at the crystal from a distance.  It's dark and quiet.  Someone is sitting with me, but we are not talking, just enjoying the silence.  I fell asleep and wake up around midnight.

Love,
Kathy

ok, secretary Alysia takes an overview...lol...it's all good! I see some hits already, will try to point them out for easy reference. only 5 of us have reported in so far, so it's not over til the fat lady sings!

Hannah, Mathew, Shirley, Irene, you are doing good.  it's human nature to discount ourselves and block ourselves...this is only the beginning. the value of self expression seems to be one way of creating reality...the group entity...we are not supposed to have too many expectations getting in the way...this is my guidance speaking...same thing happened to me btw...too many expecations! in regards to this idea, I remember Bruce's books..where he was taking a program at TMI and Monroe came up to him and dashed all his expectations...must have felt awful to him...yet Monroe knew what he was doing! because he did not expect anything, that day turned out to be a gem for him as he came emptied of expectations..then there was room for the universe to fill his cup. my pov. I'm willing to be corrected or enhanced sounds better, he he.

Hannah, I love the necklaces! a symbol of the loving being you are! I would like to check out the significance of each stone and graciously accept the emeralds! and remember we are working with the imagination...Einstein said "Imagination is more important than knowledge."
and the egg came before the chicken (my comment)
Kat and Matthew: extraordinary hit with the rosebud password and Kat's Roses and her song about roses and thorns...this not a coincidence!
Irene, there is a deck at TMI, I believe Mairlyn mentioned there was, so theres your hit. the fact that you visualized even is a hit. some people cannot get this far!
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Mathew: seams...yes, correct...I am a writer...and I work here to make a seam, a common thread, the seams I bring together with writing, I learn about myself and others by writing it down. Druid? can u tell me about that? sounds interesting. yes I don't always dress in white. I want to fit in with the others so I would wear beige.
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Shirley said: The restaurant had like "mini bars" set up.  One, two or three spaces for people.  I sat alone.
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this reminds me of how it's so much easier to do explorations within groups of two and three. so much more can be accomplished that way. I think u are seeing this correctly Shirley! u may feel alone and separate, as may most of us feel that way...yet I believe this a temporary state of being. I have come to the conclusion smaller groups are better at first, but that we can keep the crystal gathering as a focus point for future meetings. seems appropriate as we are all from the same school mostly.
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Hey!

Well i think i may have stayed up a little too late lol! Well for me i didn't get anything :( maybe next time? It took me a while to settle down and start the process...i remember having a vague dream like a day dream and i caught myself but then must of fell asleep.

I tried again this afternoon but once again got disturbed so thats me so far lol!

My daydream was like i was there and relised part way through that i was in hospital, a patient on the bed being rushed through the corridors pushed by doctors which i didn't see. The paitient was dying and covered in a white blanket, was being rushed to theatre i guess. My awareness was just above his head looking down at the top half of him, a woman to the side was crying with her head over him also holding his hand...i relised what was going on and then came out of it without my relisation something was happening...

Ryan

Hey everyone,

Just another thing, i quit my job and getting another one soon but have a week off so if thats ok i want to try meet up with you all as i have un-disturbed time as everyones at school and work so i want to see if we all meet up but if not would like to try meet with you all if thats ok. Just to let you all aware of my plans this week and whether your all ok with it?

RYan

You are right Kat, first off I was drinking ice tea all night and too hyper! also Ryan has me too hyped up! ;D I was hyper at the crystal as well and unable to be the calm, cool, collected lady I know I can be! images.bravenet.com/common/images/smilies/hyper.gif I saw Monroe there and we discussed the numbers at the crystal, I said 100? he said, no, more than that, more like a 1,000. Mathew looks like a monk, a quiet reflective guy, perhaps 5'5 with dark hair. I need to make him laugh. first off I sailed a river of light and took a turn to pick up Anna as she asked for a lift. this river produces inlets wherever you ask it to..so I said are you ready to go? I produced a rowboat and kept trying to use my oar to paddle, but guides had to remind me I didn't need to paddle..the river carries you upstream or downstream all by itself. then I asked Anna would she like to pick Ryan up? she said ok, so we took another inlet to Ryan's. we all 3 rode the current to the crystal. I found Ricky right away and started doing the charleston gathering a crowd. then Ricky changed the dance to a jitterbug and was about to toss me over his back as part of the show...we stop to argue over whether to do the charleston or the jitterbug, end up doing both! (I dance as another aspect of me, so I couldn't resist dancing here!) I once again take Anna's hand to place on the crystal and show her the energy, we step inside it, to feel it. throughout this I have too much joy and too much happiness for a normal person (working on it!) this is the imagination method..which never quite measures up to the obe method for sensation effects, however it can lead to phasing which I study. so it appears I am nothing more than an entertainer on the inner levels..well, ok! ha ha! as I struggled to phase, to make it more real I realized something which astounded me. a guide asked me what I wanted to happen most of all. I suddenly realized I only wanted success for the others and was working hard for them to ensure it would happen and that none would turn away in disappointment. that each would take something away with them from this experiment. as I realized this I was at once released from the effort to make it happen as I saw it was important that this is the way I love people, so therefore love makes it happen. I got too happy again. oh well! ha ha! then I didn't care if I got to the crystal or not.

I sleep. In dream I am in hotel complex such as what Shirley seen.  I know I'm on the road traveling so this is like future time. I have parked a gas hog car, with too many finns and bumpers on it with difficulty in a small parking lot, it's beige color. I remind myself I do not wish to own this gas hog..I like economy hybrid cars. I am upstairs where a friend from this board (Shirley, or Anna, or Lucy, or maybe White Feather, Hannah or Irene, I cannot define who this is yet) greets me that she has found me, but now does not have a ride home, or to the crystal. so I tell her she can take my car, but I think she will have trouble getting the car out of the parking lot as it's so cumbersome to manuever (probably represents the astral vehicle I no longer use) she is thrilled nonetheless and takes my advice to take it and asks shall she need to return it? I say no, please accept a gift to you; just then other voices and presenses are gathered round to speak that public transportation is arriving for her unexpectedly! she must leave now (hey, Shirl! a hit!) a mini bus arrives soon.  we are all excited over this and the lady is greatly happy and relieved to get home.

well after looking at Shirley's dream, I see some correlations in a future way but I also see a lot more going on in her dream than mine, for instance, the dead lady might be a future retrieval thing. I'd like to try to decipher your dream Shirley sometimes as I consider all dreams to have a message.

talk later y'all! I'm still a little hyped and can't wait to read more reports..alysia

Ryan said:  The paitient was dying and covered in a white blanket, was being rushed to theatre
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Shirley saw a dead person on a bed too, Ryan. hmm. wonder if somebody who posts here has had a relative suddenly pass? guess we will find out.
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hello,
I don't remember anything from last night... but usually when happened something intresting or important whils I'm dreaming or out of the body I can't recall it, I don't know why.

There is no time, even here on the earth. In a book that I recently read, one of the higher beings said that earth is the only place that has created a way to keep track of something that does not exist. And that is so true.

I just finished going to the crystal about half an hour ago, which would be around 12:30 pm Sunday afternoon, Oct. 2.  However, because I set my INTENT to meet with all at the crystal, I did. It always happens. There's no way it cannot happen.

I was instantly there along with my dog Spirit. Hannah (Willowheart), you will be happy to know that Moshe was there with you and he and Spirit had a ball playing with each other.  

Alysia was her usual dancing, singing self, Ricky was playing a guitar duet with Kathy. I can't remember now who all else I recognized but there were many, many there, more than just our group. Bruce and RAM were grinning from ear to ear and dancing a little jig.  I left early as I needed to make contact with someone in the afterlife for a friend, which I did. Oh, I remember seeing Irene (dear sister) and you are even prettier than your photo.  

I agree that smaller PE groups would be better.

with Love, Mairlyn  

ok now its here....Marilyn pls tell me you did move it! lol

Ryan

LOL  I saw that I had posted my experience in the wrong place, so I copied it, then deleted the post, then pasted it here where it belongs.  That's all. ;-)

Much Love, Mairlyn ;-)

Ok, so here is some verification.  Alyssia, I am taller than 5'5" -    5'7" to 5'8", but I'd say that is close, and I do have dark hair.  I was trying to project an image of myself as I said rosebud, and made roses and rosebuds materialize on the wooden support of the crystal.  I did the whole thing way too seriously though, that's for sure.  And the funny thing is, just like a passport photo, the image of me I projected was not quite the way I wanted it to look.  Hmmmm.    As far as the "dour-monk" appearance, Alyssia - gee that makes me feel so sexy.  Not.

But, in fact, only those close to me and my family know I make up silly songs about our dogs and my two year old's diapers, and that I laugh often.  Over my life, many who don't know me have said that they want to make me smile; that I looked very serious.

So, either we met, you saw me, or you are very intuitive or all of those.  I had the image of you that I mentioned.  I could not see your performance, but you seemed frenetic.  In fact you were speaking to me very rapidly and energized but I couldn't hear clearly in my train ride meditative state.  That is when I saw the writing. on the seams of your robe.

Oh, and there was a woman there in my daydream.  I asked who she was - she said I am your guide.  "Yeah, right, what is your name?"
Marilyn she said.  No way, there is a Marilyn hear already.  I must have made that up.  

Anyway, this stuff was enough to try again  with a smaller group.


Love,

Matthew

Very cool Matthew.  Well, time (which isn't) will tell if you have a guide named Marilyn. LOL  

Love, Mairlyn

I didn't say "dour" monk, Matthew, I just said monk to mean the way I interpret it ;D a monk is someone who has a streak of dedication to them, thats all!

thats funny about the seriousness, as people used to say that to me also. we both know it's not true! I do remember speaking to you, but I forgot what I said! darn! have to go back... ;)  I remember asking some "how are you?" kind of trite I know, but I really want to know! :D I wonder if seeing the writing on the seams means anything like seeing the writing on the wall?  I'm always doing these pun things.... :D
oh, I just finished my book..just recently. I might have been wearing the thing ;) Maybe Mairlyn wanted to guide you around TMI as she's one of the few here who has actually been there! that would be cool.
glad you joined us here Matthew. love, alysia

Just to let you know, Alyssia, I went back to the crystal last night.  I thought no one was there.  But I took an image of myself when I was really happy from a picture I love, and projected it - and said "see Alyssia, I'm not the serious dour monk!"  Only thing is, I visualized the crystal the wooden fence and rolling hills background very well.  But I think I was alone there.  I directed by comments to you, but couldn't tell if you were there or not.

Love
Matthew

cool Matthew...just so u know I'm not thinking the way you think I'm thinking! ha ha! I really do respect you highly....

Hello Everybody,  I'm gonna post my notes later tonite when I get back home. I looked briefly over all the posts this morning, hadn't been to the thread since saturday morn.  One thing that tickled me was Hannah seeing me wearing a baseball cap. During the p.e. it felt like I was wearing a hat, so I reached up & pulled it off my head to look at it. I was surprised to see a baseball cap in my hands. "That's funny" I thought as I put it back on, "Where did this come from?" Alright friends,  I'll post later...   Love, Tim

wow Hannah, for a beginner you shore do rock! another hit with the baseball cap on Tim's head, which I did not see myself such item!

I'm still trying to get caught up reading posts.  Here's a bit more for you Hannah.  My birthstone is pearl and perhaps the light I saw that Mairlyn had was an opal.  ;D

Hannah you are really doing well at this.

Much love, Kathy  ;D

Hi people,

My Group-PE related excursions (all person's names are only guessed of course!!):

Sept. 27:
Me and Vicky were picked up by Alysia with a coach. When we went out again of the coach we were on a very high mountain plateau. The sky was absolutely wide, far at the horizon was some haze and a little yellow, looking up it was blue like the outlook you have from a high flying aeroplane. No sun. All was somehow arranged to appear wide.

Sept. 28:
I was at my "looking on the earth"- place. I did again my symbolic "establishing connections" work that is I visualized strings which reached from earth to the meeting place. A guy showed up and told me it's not needed what I'm doing. It's already known what we are planning to do. Better to establish a mental image of every participant. Let's go! I then was at my special place Focus 27 and a flyer was given to me, as far as I could read, it contains tips for partnered exploring. I went to the TMI crystal, on the lawn, some distance to the crystal and then came a guy on a bicycle again! Across the lawn he drove up and put his bike somewhere at David Francis' Hall and walked back in my direction. My impression was I wouldn't buy a used car from him, leather jacket, pilot sun glasses, three-day-beard, black hair, we said "Hi". I briefly focused inwards on a question: "Am I really in Focus 27 or maybe remote viewing C1 TMI?" Answer: "It's a matter of what you want, it's your decision." The bicycle-guy was carrying an old leather document case. He reached the crystal, grabbed in his case and pulled something out what looked like a little piece of paper and attached it to the crystal, then he attached a big papersheet on the crystal (I thought "oh, he is posting the crystal"). I went near and had a look on it, "must be a kinda map or what?" I thought and then saw a point on it with concentric waves around it: The meeting place, here, with it's attractive power. Below this graphic all participant's names were listed. The bicycle guy let me know this is a magic deed which is working like a magnet on the group members. I stepped back to think. Then I felt a pull backwards and it took me dozen feet away from the crystal. I walked towards the crystal some feet and was again pulled back! I had to put some effort on it to not be drawn out of the entire place so I went a little farther away and sat down to stabilize my position. Then, from a distance, I watched another person (Alysia?) walked near the crystal and received something from the bicycle-guy which I thought of to be a key. The bicycle-guy drove away. I signaled to Alysia (well anyway she was wearing no hat!), and she noticed me. We said "Hi". I watched myself in a mirror to check my appearance, shirt and pants, silk-silver-grey and my radiation felt to be like a flower's meadow, so that was ok! Then I "went" to some group members which was like a brief visit. I imagined to meet Shirley inside TMI Building and she appeared as a very sunny character to me, just like her photograph.

Sept. 29:
Played "Row the boat" on my instrument, others were tuning in.
I danced with someone, Vicky? Including up in the air.

Sept. 30:
TMI crystal: Many people were walking fastly around the crystal, I wanted too, but I found no space to move in between. So I stepped back and watched it from a distance. I became sad, remembered situations in my life where I found myself to be excluded. I looked up again, thought if someone could help me and in the same moment I was thinking it someone came to me, a woman, pulled me up and said "Come on!"- no time for me to follow my sad thoughts then! There were two rows of people and I went through the lane in the middle and it was a little embarassing to me! Then the march or group dance around the crystal continued, including me. I saw it also as a kind of whirl around the crystal.
 I was imagining to be clothed in silk grey, shirt and pants and probably my white glowing ball in front of my chest.
 There are so many here I thought, can't acknoledge them separately.
 Then there was that pull again, directed backwards. This time I decided to follow it and see where it's moving me to. It went backwards first, then upwards, blue sky, thinking there are people too; higher, peace, calmness.

Oct. 01:
(1): Visualized my appearance, my little white shining ball at my chest, then the rest, same clothes as yesterday.
There was music, someone asked me who I am, what's that, perception split, I'm on the ground and high above. Remembered what I did sometimes before, to become a "line" from the physical earth to high planes. Did it again at the meeting point to show it and just in case somebody wants, to join me. Imagined a vertical channel, the ground vanished for a moment and all was shaking and I thought hey, better to keep solid ground illusion for holding balance! A feeling of wideness. I imaginated to tell Blink if this is a piece for interpreting Hermes Trismegistos' Tabula, be aware of both, the above and below, and that both is expressed through the other's counterpart; it's different, above and below, it's wisdom needed to read it as each other's expression to see it as one thing or to become known to the one thing.
Back again with the meeting, somebody said to me "Hey, there you are, Spooky", I asked "Who are you", and get the answer "Vicky!" in a tone of astonishment of my silly question. She gave something to me, I unwrapped it, a little wooden box. In the box was this little music playing tool, with metal reeds, a cylinder with spikes and a crank [hope you know what I mean], so I turned the crank to hear the melody and it was "Row The Boat" and I remembered it, that I wanted it to play again. I imaginated the wooden box to be bigger for better resonating the sound of this little playtool. I added my normal instrument and it seemed as if I could hear some were tuning in. After another piece of music I thanked Vicky and left, imaginating a lightning, shrinking to a little ball of energy and a goodbye-radiation [made some show there huh?].
(2): Went to my special place and found some people there, usually some familiar helpers show up in this place, but this was different: All clothed in fine black suit, didn't saw this before. I said: "Hey, what does this mean? Somebody died?" But no answer. Two came to me at my left and right side and hooked me; didn't like that so I imaginated to be air so they couldn't fix me. Then their outfit shifts to the familiar. I thought that must have been a test or reminder to be aware of my surrounding.
 I shifted to the TMI crystal, perhaps someone else with me, and there were some people. I thought maybe you should go to each one to introduce myself? So I did, and while I was with one of the group the other people seem to freeze, like time was standing still around me and my conversation partner. So it went with each of the group, I closed at a point the conversation and looked to the right who would be the next to talk to. In some of those conversations I saw at the left of the person an additional picture which showed this person deeply crying. It wasn't a crying only of sadness, more an expression of the person's insight in faults, joy, yearnings, love; life's overwhelming presence.
(3): Somewhere in deep space I met a guy, don't acknowledged him until he signed to be one of my usual helpers. He took me with him and showed me a box. In this box was a clarinet. He gave me advice to take it, feel it and perceive it as clearly as possible. I did so.
 I went to the TMI crystal. Some of the people there it seemed to me were looking at me as if they were seeing something odd. I tried to better control myself and said: "It's just me, Spooky."
I saw TMIs building and remembered Ricardo posted that he was recently there in the physical. So I said to (imaginated?) Ricardo: "What do you think, have a look inside the institute?" We went into it, but found no one. "Do you know the schedule, if they have a workshop now?" "Not exactly, no." I imaginated myself to be a spark and flew up the stairs to the room where I had my cabin at Lifeline. Oops! There was someone, a woman I guessed. She seemed to perceive me. I flew back downstairs, and in the "living room" were people too, they also saw something, so I decided to make a little show and imagined to be in human form again, waved them, become a spark again and flew off to the crystal.
Back there, someone told me (supposingly Alysia) to better control my radiation and I tried it, felt like there was something flickering about me difficult to control. We took each others hands and a sort of trembling started. We called it a new dance we just invented. Then we played a game in which we floated on the wet grass of the lawn around the crystal.
With someone else (Vicky?) I moved upwards. Thoughts came to my mind: "The emptiness...it's the filled emptiness; when leaving will and emotions, then this emptiness will be filled." We landed at the crystal and someone watched us (Alysia?).
Then again that pull came and moved me up again to this void, this emptiness-fullness-I-field. Got thoughts related to Blink: The One Thing is the consciousness, which unites everything it perceives in itself through itself.

Now I'll read your posts.
Bye, Spooky

Spooky's post has me thrilled; here's some of what i experienced: 9/27  I fall asleep intending to go to Gordon's mon. nite class. in the middle of the night i wake from a short dream of being elsewhere, at TMI  instead. I'm with a large group, I can see Kathy, Alysia, Irene and Vicky are next to me, many others.. I wake up excited.           9/29   As i fall asleep, I imagine going to the crystal. For a moment I'm moving through space towards a point of light and then I'm there, all of us are there. We're all figures of light, (it's hard to identify anybody) standing in a circle around the crystal. The crystal is more like a pillar of light than a rock. Arms around each other, we begin to hum. We're making a chord, the crystal brightens... I fall asleep.                                                    9/30     I invite guides to the p.e.  One in particular responds and i am delighted. Suddenly we're back in the p.e. We're inside a large room, other big open rooms off this one. People are going in and out of rooms, others sitting down, talking and laughing. It's a party.Kathy's standing next to me, we laugh together and float upwards and back down. I see Alysia, there's a real sense of celebration and fun.   I turn to Padma, the friend I brought, he's amused, eyes full of light. I notice it's not just us 18 explorers, others have invited friends. I pull out a guitar, start to tune it...   then a cat jumps into my lap and I'm back in C1.                                         10/1  a.m.  I meditate, and I'm back at the p.e. , the party is going on. I put a guitar in my hand. I think of what to play. The nursery rhyme "row row your boat" sings in my mind. I laugh, 'that's appropriate'. I play 'ring of fire' instead. I hear someone playing a fiddle during it.. I hear Kathy sing "Forever Young", Alysia sang one of her own tunes, folks singing harmonies... There's a tremendous flow going on, hearts completely open, the energy very high. I see my friend Padma talking to another guide. I wanna eavesdrop, but I go look for people... A woman (Shirley?) hands me a red balloon as I walk thru a room. It takes me a moment, then i remember a post about 'whimsical intention' that talked of a red balloon and I laugh. I see Hannah. I give her a flower, "you're an old soul". I see other faces flash over hers, very quick. Outside I see Mair, I run up and grab her hand. We talk about Maitreya, the coming buddha, as we float upwards a bit. When we come back to ground, my friend is there. "Mairlyn, this is Padma". The two of them wander off together and talk. I go inside. I talk to mike. greet carolyn, we float in the air and laugh.. I see robert monroe standing next to another man I don't know. I go up to him and talk about a long ago moment from a  gateway workshop almost 30 years ago. I leave him, see Mathew and show him a snow globe, with an image of a town inside.  I shake the globe to make it snow ( An allusion to 'rosebud') .....   Alright, I could write a bunch more, i remember specific conversations, but it'd be too long to write for now, gotta get off the 'puter! Hey Spooky! On and off all day saturday I had the song "Row row row your boat" going thru my head. Now I know why. When I read your post, I just about fell on the floor laughing.    Much love, Tim

OMG Spooky, you have so much there I will need to re-read it a couple times.

But quickly, the instrument you mentioned sounds like something I saw in a dream--but I will have to go back through my notes to find it.  I will let you know.

Have you seen this bicycle guy before?  I have not seen him/them specifically while trying these PE experiments, but when I do my other visualization meditations these bicycle guys are always there!  I did not create them with my mind--they have showed up on their own.  They are messengers.  They drive by on their bikes very fast but they are considerate--haven't crashed yet anyway.  Does that seem similar to what you have experienced?  

Ha ha about the "Row Your Boat" song.  I don't know why, but I get that song in my head all the time too.  I haven't recently, but there are times when I can hear the three part harmony of it going in my head until it drives me nuts!  There must be something about that song since Tim heard it too.

Well, I have to go back to printing off everyone's stuff, makes it easier for me to re-read all of it.

Vicky

you smell very good Spooky! http://images.bravenet.com/common/images/smilies/flowerface.gif  u had me in stitches!
I don't think this a big hit for me, but everybody is talking about row your boat song. well when I was on my way to the crystal after picking up Ryan and Anna I was rowing a boat with one oar and did this twice until a guide said I didn't have to row. I said, "I want to row" they said u don't have to! ha ha!

Spooky I saw you once not finding a place to fit in and I remember sending a thought to you that you could move closer thats ok, the others would fit you in. i was also always looking for you. ;)
I enjoyed both Tim and Spooky's journies, seems to be so many little tips there to help us all see how it's done. blessings! love, alysia

Hi All,

I wasn't able to make it out to the crystal
this weekend despite many attempts.

In one attempt, I ended up in a plains area,
with water flowing through and a large
white windmill in the distance.

-mike

thats allright Mike, apparently theres always somebody at the crystal day and night, so whenever!
glad to see u were thinking of us! love, alysia

ps, one time I was seeing water around the crystal but no windmill..

Hi people,
really nice how our pieces fit together! And similar to Vicky I must say is time speeding up (as Alysia puts it once) or am I too slow?

Some of you (I think Vicky and Irene and Hannah) were not at physical TMI but told something about the location, like the "deck" (it is a veranda I would call it), and the ground's level is declining, trees, rolling hills, fence, I found that matches it very good! (For pictures send me a message).
And of course the other things, robes&hoods, rosebuds, music, lift up, the crystal's energy, row the boat. Fine!

Besides the details, it seems to me everyone could sense some energy, or concentration, or body sensations? In my case it was very strong at the heart and solarplexus center so that I had to put some effort on to smoothen it a little for I was anxious it could be too much for my body, well, an overload maybe.

Oh, Alysia, thanks for caring of a lonely guy!

Bye, Spooky

oh you seem shy Spooky! to me, I always see a former self of you, who was always on a religious highway, like my DP friend. I see him being used to being alone and that I must tell him he is not alone now.
could be some other part of me some other part of you, I don't know. always we know we could not know the whole truth yet.
yes, I was greatly too excited and noticing the solar plexus area as too happy...for complete success, also had a little adrenalin as well, to make me too nervous and jumping around....
everyone could sense the general party atmosphere which was there/here.  I do think that the efforts were more important generally, than the results and the hits..although the hits were quite astounding, I did expect some hits to circulate for sure...
love, alysia :D

Hi Alysia,
>>>a former self of you, who was always on a religious highway<<<
Yes, fits with what I saw of what appeared as a past life. Get lonely and separeted were shown to me as patterns of my personality. So knowing it is the first step I think!
Love, Spooky

Hi Vicky,
the bicycle man: On the first of our group PE I saw a man with a bicycle the first time ever in my mind travels. He seemed to be a different one than this one. The first was carrying a rucksack. If there is a ranking in unexpectedness they would be rank high!
Love, Spooky

just wanted to mention something about the bicycle man...we used to have a fellow name of Herb here, in our previous explorations over at Linn's Herb had a motorcycle he would ride on our trips...
not saying this is him, but I do feel him around these days watching....love, alysia

It's just that, when Spooky mentioned the bicycle guy, it reminded me of some bicycle messengers that "popped up" in a meditation I once did.  About a year ago or so, I did something I called a "peaceful place" meditation.  It was just a place I made up in my mind to use as a visualization for relaxation and to talk to my guides and stuff.  To make a long story short, the next time I went back into that visualization a day or two later, there were these bicycle messengers that I know I didn't make up.  It startled the living daylights out of me.  There were other additions like benches in the park, people walking around, flower beds.  

I learned a real lesson about how the imagination works.  

I think guides can be more than we suspect, in many guises. I agree bicycle messengers is great use, for these others, that I too sense within, well, more in my dream state than in my imagination method. a lot of the time for me, someone who has a message for me will be driving a car, and I will be the passenger, sometimes I am even in the back seat and not the front passenger position.
One time I asked guides a question, this was concerning a pet...they said they would tell me later..I actually got their words and remembered them. just tell me later...after that, I lost my dog..it was so sad time for me...they couldn't tell me right then, they knew I wouldn't be able to change things..who knows? in a way, they just couldn't interfere, but tried to help me. these chaps were too real and too familiar not to be guides, maybe they were friends, I knew we were familiar with each other, I just don't get names for them as probably they are non/physical also. only in the physical, we seem to need to identify with a name. love, alysia

Ryan and I were joking about this ealier, how we are not really sure how much of what we can make up in our minds can end up available to others "out there" to see.  

How do we know when our thoughts will remain our own private thoughts?  I thought my peaceful place meditation was my own private place, but when I imagined going back there and then saw other people interacting in it, it made me think, hey this is my place, what happened!  Ha ha.  

It's a nice place so I don't mind sharing.  But I just hope not ALL my thoughts get put up for public display!  Yikes!

;)

don't worry Vicky. I know when u work with guides they see everything, but only if there's an agreement with them where u said, it's ok, you can read me now, I'm open for that...that sort of agreement, and also agreements are changeable things. it's because every little thought you have is important to them, and to your creation of your own reality.
and when I see something about another, the guides and I always put our heads together if I should say something, or if I should keep my mouth shut. it's just that on the other side, theres no need for privacy, no need for secrets, all is like instantly revealed...I know, seems a little scarey at first, but as a former hider, I found out theres nothing bad about me to hide, and looking at you two lights, I don't see any dark shadows, but guess you knew that. love, alysia

Sounds funny but when I take a shower etc i usually say (not outloud!) but in my head, ok I'm taking a shower now so just give me a little while before coming to visit me! Just in case you know anyones planning to visit me OBE or something and gets a surprise when they suddenly find themselves in the bathroom and i'm taking a shower haha! ;D

Ryan

Hi Marilyn

I'm just catching up on all the posts here and read yours of 1 October.  You actually saw me at the crystal - I'm thrilled.  I am placing the intent to go there but must be doing it in my dreams.  Thanks for letting me know.  

Irene

Hi Everyone,

Now I'm even more excited!  Seeing Tim in the baseball hat was a hit!  Even though I didn't "see" him ... I "felt" that I saw him in that cap.  

I can't tell you how appreciative I am to be a part of this.  Reading everyone's posts is terrific ... all the little bits and pieces that come together and match ... wow!  

And Mairlyn & Alysia seeing Moshe with me, even though I didn't see him, but had 'invited' him to come if he wanted to!  I can see how important it is to share all the details that we can even if they seem insignificant to us.  The way you described Moshe 'hugging' my legs, Alysia, is a very good detail, as no one here, including you,  knew that was one of his idiosyncracies!  

I'm tickled that these many things occur and are shared this way.  I feel close to this group, all of you, and it's awesome to feel such friendship and caring with people that have only met in forums, and "out there at the Crystal"!

Thank you!

Love,
Willowheart

yes, I sitting here rather pleased as punch Hannah too! I considered that my biggest hit about Moshe even though I also had several dream visits at the crystal which seemed more real, seeing Moshe and you was the conscious "I'm doing this with the imagination method" so it meant more to me as it not my favorite method. I like the dreams, and theres usually a hit there, but not an immediately verfiable hit like being able to talk with u now, it's more immediately satisfying. so i shall pursue the imagination because of this hit. I know i got a hit with a lady who was asking for a ride home, although I cannot yet define who she was..I'm sure it's someone here. I'll just have to wait, and I'm sure she will recieve "the public transportation she needs" as I think this forum is the public ride.
but yea, who would of thought big Moshe was such a big baby? not me! I see a different image of large dogs mostly..I dont see them as cuddly varmints...so it really was a hit! talk soon, love, alysia

Hey everyone,
No idea whether I've been to the crystal before or not...but a possible validation question.

Does it have what looks like a wooden rail/handrail around it?  I have no idea why, but that is what I have pictured...a huge upright crystal with the base partly hidden from view, but with what looks like a brown wood rail around it.

hi there, we have a picture of the crystal somewhere in these PE threads, it is huge. one sets in the yard. there may be 2 crystals on location. I always see it with a rope around it, although I don't know if this is true..I do know what you see does not have to be 100% accurate to participate in these PE's, as it's more important to open up to the exercise itself. check out the picture, look for our first PE thread, see what u think! love, alysia