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Message started by Traveller on Aug 4th, 2005 at 11:44pm

Title: Dear Alysia,
Post by Traveller on Aug 4th, 2005 at 11:44pm
Dear Alysia, Dear all,

As you said, you are learning a lot with me and maybe I should write a book.

I had started writing a book, but I stopped because all I have to tell is long and it would take me a long time.

Since I am a child, I spent time looking in myself and I never had the feeling I was going to get very old. I keep telling myself: "I am only imagining this. This is not true, but the feeling keeps coming back."

If you see what I do, you will notice that there is that sense of urge in all my actions. Why do I act like every post is a precious lesson? Why do I search so hard to find everything as quickly as possible even though I am tired to search and walk? What am I preparing for?

Each time one of you is not teaching me anything, by not answering my topics, my heart is breaking, because I think I loose precious time.

Before we start our lives, we are shown our lives and how they will turn out. I think I am avoiding the truth, because it sadens me. It really does.

As I said, I will use the hemi-sync to learn in the afterlife, but not to live my life in it.

I usually avoid this subject, but all this time what has kept me to grow is my lack of self-confidence. And I might be wrong and I might imagine all this, but look at my actions, look at my being.

Do you think I am lying. I am 27 and each time I see the number 33 or 35, maybe 40 if I am lucky, but nothing comes after it, nothing.

On this site, some of you are chit-chatting I feel. Is this what I am doing? Think of it.

With love,

Traveller

Title: Re: Dear Alysia,
Post by alysia on Aug 5th, 2005 at 10:56am
cheer up Barbara; you have just elevated your friend alysia to status of dear abbey column. lol. not. I use this place a social outlet, yes, chit chat it is for some of us, yet on another level chit chat can be very useful especially if u remember to lighten up and not be so dreadfully serious. I see this place as a community also, but realize it is not that for many and I'm ok with that.

what I see Barbara doing is what is called a shift in consciousness happening now, at this point in time all over the world...this is not always comfortable but you seem to be doing ok from where I stand. as far as getting a response from your post, either here, or a response in your life movie anywhere, I find most folks are concerned with their own stuff and if I want to be responded to I must jump into their stuff as opposed to my own..it's what I mean about listening to each other for it do seem we each have something noteworthy to say about something. I rather enjoy expressing myself here, and if u think about it, so do others...we enjoy having the floor, and taking turns with the floor space, but gee, what would I do without this new fangled internet anyway? I'm sure glad it's here; thanks again Bruce...and for those books you put out.

as for how long it takes to write a book, well, everyday you are writing a book anyway by living your life, so if you choose to be technically writing one, that can be fun and enlightening also. the task can be like discovering yourself by exploring where u have been and finding closure on old issues so those issues do not impinge on the now moment.
I think you do have a sense of urgency that u are expressing here and it bears looking at. It is not that it's right or wrong, it's that this urgency motivates you to seek, so I say continue then, but seek within, not on the outside of you. we are not teaching you anything. we are here sharing stories in hopes to connect with life, with one another. that's a little different than teaching but might have the same effect. lol. I must remember to speak for myself only. I keep forgetting! I used to ask myself all the time "what are u doing on that board alysia?" lol. it's a legitimate question Barbara, and only u can answer it. now u say u may be avoiding the truth and it makes u sad. avoiding the truth is a major pastime here, so don't feel alone. yet, the truth is always changing for us and we cannot avoid change. we have help, we have invisible guardian angels, helpers, family we don't even remember as being family, we are ok during this shift, so however many years you have left here, I would advise you to live every day as if it were your last...we will support you here as best we can. love, alysia  see this little guy here? he speaks only for himself just for fun. see this other guy?    this is what happens at times.....now this next image is what I am doing with you in my spirit....

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